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Escape Road Part 31


Mat was listening to old man’s talk as he was never unknown his called name but his consciousness was aimed at that old man’s graceful table manner, despite of black world syndicate boss’s unimaginable dirty position or anti-social status, but his consciousness was also aimed at what the guys who made him swooned was never taking his holing smartphone by themselves arbitrarily, that left decision must have Mat contact with his acquaintance about informing this secret fort managed by this old man.
Butler serving fast dinner menu was so extravaganza movie taste gorgeousness but so mini table in the narrow room set in a cave, then its as if the Stanley Kubrick’s last film “Eyes Wide Shut” or older film by Tinto Brass’s famous uncensored movie "Caligula” atmosphere, and its thing must had been associated with that day’s fore deluxe room’s sexual show by that old man and Mrs. Elegance as three days’ long lover to Mat.


General Shocker’s talk was continuing to Mat and Mrs. Elegance, saying
“She is never a girl who schmoozes with her friends in high school about each boyfriend, you know, you are so younger than me but you’re either adult, then what I mean is the necessary truth, and you know either so well.”
Mat wanted to answer the call of nature, at that time, responding to his saying nodding along his saying’s finish, and he said to two,
“Excuse me, nature calls me now, where’s bathroom?”
Then, General Shocker was answering,
“You get out this room and along the chained narrow aisle of this cave’s wall and at the first curb, you will find a small door, that is bathroom, take care of your walking at the narrow aisle.”
He kindly explained the whereabout his needing place.


Mat stood up and went to the bathroom and at that moment he could witness the several dozen troops’ soldiers in no discerned to anybody’s recognition to true troops and fake them, and that old man’s behavior and this decision to invite him a dinner was so strange, seen so doubtful to Mat, that reason was unseen to him.
Also, what those guys to make him fainted but without any action to steal Mat’s holding terminal was somewhat conspiratorial reasonable, Mat was considering that kind of chain sequel he witnessed all that day, but he needed to call to Tim once, then he called him with that smartphone, then he replied to him,
“Hey, Mat, what are you doing now?”
Mat honestly responded to his question,
“Very vey strangely I was invited by my abductor old man as general of this fortress hideout, and there is so bigger base with arms and are troops with several dozens of ones, that was so astonishingly strange fact I’ve got.”
Listening to it, Tim was calling to him, again,
“ I see, but at the matter of fact, I had also that kind of impression, I called Puerto-Rico’s commander in chief of Puerto Rico National Guard (PRNG), then that one already had detached his SWAT before I called him, to that dispatched professional SWAT team, we will join together, along our set schedule to meet up to each other, but that process was too smooth to understand their true intention and that all process was so speedy than I imagine the true one in my mind before this morning.”
Mat was heard of some skeptical emotion in Tim’s sigh at that moment, but deleting it, Tim was calling,
“But wait for a moment, soon we’ll arrive there, your now located, we’ve already seen with a cooperative advise from commander in chief I called from now our using aircraft”
Getting that information, Mat could get a relief of his mind and said to Tim,
“Thank you very much, with your so bigger help we would be rescued to our country absolutely. And additionally, I want to say, please tell Lily, do not fight so unreasonably, she is so superior officer but she’s also a woman”
Listening to it, Tim
“I accept it, sir.”
Said so, and Mat after finishing talk with Tim with terminal, went back to the cave dinner room Mrs. Elegance and old general man stood by.


It was just that time, he was heard of so bigger sound outside of that cave fortress hideout.
Mrs. Elegance was flabbergasted by that roaring sound outside and at that time, General Shocker soon took her hands and
“Hurry up, let’s go to another place!”
Shouted so and ignoring the presence of Mat and got hastening to go out of that narrow bright room using the exit of that room’s back and that velocity was so rapid then Mat was left at that room alone, that exit door was never opened by himself, that old man must had set the door in devise with once shut, never opened, Mat in no way to solve it, then ran to the aisle and went forward to the outside of that cave along the chained narrow aisle and got out of that hideout and aimed to upper ground of that cave, at that location, Tim’s team with Lily and SWAT of this Puerto-Rico National Guard Troops soon arrive, soon after seen Tim’s boarding aircraft of Mat’s nation’s Self-Defense Force was appeared in front of Mat’s view, that ground was so suitable for landing to any airplanes not to jumbo sized ones or any kind of aircrafts for not jumbo sized ones.
Almost simultaneously from another direction, seen commander of chief dispatching Puerto-Rico National Guard’s SWAT team’s aircraft.
Both two aircrafts making sand of that field’s ground soare with dried sand dust to the air at a stretch together and soon after using the set hole of exit with that hideout facility, those that old man’s operating private troops were getting out from the underground cave base Mat was witnessing when he was invited the old man’s fast dinner when he was capriciously walking gadding about that estate of hideout in investigation.


Dozens of troops was lining in single file, and in turn they all tried to shoot to two aircrafts, and they in both two aircrafts are each in turn from the door of each aircrafts and they all took each posture to private hideout’s troops with their machineguns and as it was all at once according to Tim and Commander in chief’s previous schedule, shot in duration and disconnected shooting continued for several minutes, and private hideout with old man’s ordering troops’ soldiers are shot dead of their shooting shower of bullets and fell down soon, Mat witness whole story at that scene trying to hide himself behind the hem of that field with rocks and suddenly at that moment, unbelievable scene was developed in front of Mat’s crouching position.


It was that several that old man’s troops’ members suddenly changed the posture from targeting the enemy side as two troops in operation by Commander in chief and Tim with Lily to own troops’ left members and shot them all containing the wet suited two subordinates of General shocker and other several dozens of men.
They all died instantly suffering from sudden shooting in close range by skillful snipers as several members in betraying in their previous conspiracy and all of members of Commander in chief operation were never so flabbergasted but any members of Tim’s team was so done much, coz they were never informed that covert operation by Puerto-Rico National Guard Troops’ SWAT, then for several minutes all shooting war expired.
Only three that old man’s private troops members were in miracle could run away from that miserable betraying operation, at the matter of fact, that sequel was previously set both to Commander in chief and sleepers in that old man’s troops in accordance, but other members with the successful fugitive of three in runaway from the scene was never informed that conspiracy necessarily, these all process in while duration, Mat witnessed wholly.
Eventually that operation was conspired by both familiar relation ones together, Mat couldn’t help but asserting so.
General Shocker and Mrs. Elegance was never seen at that pitiless hard shooting war battle to Mat.
(to be continued)


(Jan. 16th. 2019)

Differentiate the World! Part2

I cannot believe in anything never be so subjective.
Never biased only with so fair is either the one which I cannot trust and believe in nor love, neither.
Neglect the world so flatly!
Cut a kind of the world so decisively!
If that one comes to you spontaneously, ignore it wholly!
Bury the world so ratinonally!
From the beginning of your own despise to the world, your travel must start!
What could be fair and not original anyway completely does never mean and never the thing gives us no moved emotion.
If something tries to unify the world as the one, anything in it must be only not characterized and not personal neither.
Thus, never calling the world to the ecerything surrounds you and us, any myself only is the world.
Thereby, differentiate the world!
Everything which claims only unified every individual’s world as the sole valuable as the intentional and arbitrary justice excluding any truly individual’s these is the object to which you must be so skeptical, doubt them all so consistently!
Then, just only flat world could be regarded as so public and an idea with only proper and appropriate everything anybody wants to claim or standard, or averaged value are all things you must despise, scorn them all!
Warn any kinds of unconsciously malicious evil mind emphacizing only the one justice!
The world is what you must create by yourself.
Don’t take forcible world which devastated your possibility to be in your freedom so trivial and do never treat it so gently!
It is equalt to fasism named fair, jutice.
Fairness or justice are the ideas which anybody should have spontaneously for making any other persons in so gratitude by anyone else and never given from authorities nor obligation forcibly given from anything.
The world must be just each different matter to any each individual for any individual.
Hugely gigantic infinite world is called the world, that attitude would be conspirous evil to manage the world and pretend to be God and even if anybody must never be so.
Thereby, the world must be each different, its opinion must be the sole truth to us.
Differentiate the world!
Do never cross each different world in inifinity together.
Something and another are crossing together, consistently so by themselves spontaneously.
Physics are so interesting, but its theory and dogmas are all in premise that anything must be managed by universality.
But it must be just only a hypothesis, truly we could have never evidenced that its thing must be present yet.
If what the world must manage every matters and things universally is just only an illusion, possibly, universality or principe, and law could be just absent to us truly as never be a presence.
Because we just only guide any theories only in data, we can gather in rage of what could be evidenced only by us.
However, also writing anything down as just only illusion must be neither negated, probably.
But again, we can say, only universality must never be regarded so ultimate premise to us, coz its stance is so dangerous to us, either.
Yes, we can say, if we call the world, we just don’t doubt anything in it, and even if it was given from authority, and just asserting it in no doubt, and deleting any doubtfulness arbitrarily and unconsciously.
(to be contined)
(Jan. 15. 2019)

Settlement is Always the Illusion


World is the thing only when we decide abandoning every interest must smile to us and tell what to do for us.
Thus, interest is another expression of hesitation as paraphrased word. (15)


World is filled with the truth which never tells the one who is abandoning in detachment to hope to world itself.
But even acquired thing must pass if we want it.


Field is if shared with plural ones, meaning of sensible way is each different.
If we focus on the members in shared with the same theme, all of these interests are never crossed together completely.
Something was absolutely leaving to us who is interested in so much, and if two things are so similar together, its similarity must be distanced with each different character, every world’s matter is dependent on or focused on these two truths.
At the matter of fact, utter unizon of every character is never be met anytime and whenever we ardently hope, everlastingly, probably.
Only it would be the simplest and also so embarrassing absolute truth or something like that for anybody in the world.


Human’s emotion in completed satisfaction is perfect yeald and not contoradictory state, but on the contrary of it, it could be paraphrased to absence of any change, then it must be near the death.
Probably being alive and what death’s coming is a little further in the future means that we’ve never fulfilled or enough satisfied with the completion in our mind’s ideal, thus completely consistent fact as our satisfaction and ideal of being filled with only not contradictory things are the things which as long as we are alive, absolutely never comes to us everlastingly.
And also, we do never want it essentially, as long as we live and survive. (16)


Thereby, in front of death, as concerned with our mind, the situation we’d never held any hesitation and weaver as long as we would accept own death as a kind of detachment to our life itself, forevermore.
In other words, in any life, resignation, cease, acceptance toward the regretful everything only these could be substituted to the word as completion.
Enlightenment or detachment is equal to throwing away of any desire and also the pursuing any completion nor not contradictory matters as our concocting truth.
(to be continued)


(Jan. 14th until, since15th, revised at 15, 16)