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Sea of Woman Part1


In that country, man is just only me, but other any man was absent, in other words, except me, only women were present.


It was the world I used to dream, as to be in would have so pleasant for me, but it completely realized in front of my eyes, I was noticed about that myself surrounded only by women was the objective presence to myself, unexpectedly strange thing I’d gotten until I shifted into this world.


Everyday, wherever I try to go, any citizens are all women except me, and if I try to persuade a woman to be in love emotion, it was never so difficult to me.


I held everyday different woman, sometimes I went to motel with several women, swamp of women, smells in bodies of women, all of those confined me so much in all day long, 24hours, gradually my smell and my lower half of body were getting to be numb, that kind of feelings managed me.


For women, absolutely unfamiliar man’s smell, man’s body part shapes or so were so queer and my action was so unique they’d never seen with their eyes, I could be aware of it with women in behavior and attitude to me.


Coz, eventually when I get on the commuter train or so, any passengers are all women, and wherever I go to, any places had only women assigned to any places and any positions with taxies, gas station workers, every profession was managed only by women.


If a woman or two women comes or come to in a room only with many guys, so unexpressive smell are rampant to all over the confined space, that room gets to be filled with another air suddenly.
But, only women are present and guy is just me, women’s smell gets to be never so strange to anyone but me as particular character also to me, gradually I became that condition.


In the world only with women, not only so sissy weakened characteristic women but also rather manly women as if we can imagine that she was the guy, it could be so suitable, that kind of women were never so few, of course, neutral sexual, or non-sexual, namely not so womanish, at the same time, not so manly these kinds of women were never so few, I saw those reality so well.


That discovery was cleared only at the moment of one hour after my warping to absolutely different world from ordinary my familiar world.
Because the world I warped to was near the Shinjuku station in Japan, that area I know so well usually in my ordinary world.


In the world, only women I could confirmed as its members, motel was never so meaningful space for the world.
Coz motel is the space originally man and woman are present in the same number and anybody tries to use this only when that one must use hiddenly to other persons’ eyes, the presence only for that object.


Then usually so numerous numbers of men and women walk around that city as Kabuki-cho in Shinjuku, or so in that area, all space was motel only for me, on the contrary to it, if I was staying with particular woman, suddenly all eyes were projected to me, and its particular woman.
Thus, I got to lose the emotion and desire to seduce a woman after few while, in my days, I shifted into this world, warping to different kind of this world.


Just after warping to this world, I anytime was so excited to that any people were only woman with palpitating of my mind, with a few times passing, that kind of emotion was getting to be so strong, it was some kind of natural law, I learned so.
However, my mental and physical desire or crave to women were never stopping. Rather than ordinary world staying moments, these emotions of mine moreover escalated.
Its change was caused from the fact that I was aware of that my object was only one target focused on the sole partner, only it was my mission at those days after shifting to different world.
(to be continued)


(written in Japanese and upped at Nov. 5, 2018, translated into English at Dec. 6, 2018)


Memo; Shinjuku is the most popular and dense area of Tokyo metropolitan as Capital of Japan, Kabuki-cho is so famous entertainment district in Tokyo, it has so many restaurants, theatres of movie or drama, motels, adult bars, singles bars, gay bars or so. Tokyo Metropolitan Government.
In that city, statistically outputted the number of habitants of foreigners, nations they came from, order from the top of China, after it, South Korea, Nepal, Vietnam, Myanmar, Taiwan, the US., Philippines, Thailand, India.


(This article content was upped at another my bog, examplewordpresscom 1616, at Dec. 6th. 2018)