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Mirage Out of the blue Floating in front of My Eyes // *Epilogue 9.

Tania was not hooker as prostitute, but she was one of middle aged, but than ordinary woman, more gracefully enchanting woman, thus carnally satisfying necessity made her own pretty nature so constantly.
I had some easy time with Tania, but we were never formal wife and husband. She also had the idea as well, though we naturally took mutually personal life to each other, thus only ex lover but "now" we were only friend to each other and that was not that bad matter to us. 


She worked at her sympathizing own local community sightseing guiding one's office and to any foreigner, she guided the city's sightseing spot. And I also needed my own job, even if I was short term sightseing visitor, but I wanted to help Tania and her loving city. Additionally, I had no obvious travel schedule, thus for some days, I wanted to stay the city, the idea was at my mind. But after spending some days, coming home my country Fr◯nc◯, that was the correct option, I had the idea. My old mother was alive at local zone as suburban Paris. I and Tania had been only informal man and woman, not mutually spouse. 


After all, I had made up my mind to stay more several months for enjoying some Middle Ages, modernized beginning days atmosphere left city and coming back home country was the best option, the idea was dominant. I and Tania had mutually own place to settle, my staying location was changed from city main zone hotel to cheaper urban zone hotel, and for showing my thanking emotion to visiting ex-lover home country's own sightseing spot city. 



   
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I started to prepare for going back to my home country, and the thing was told to Tania, and the meeting with her will be none, after all, this time reunion will be the last meeting, the  idea as well was told to her fro me, certainly she was my lover when I and she were younger than now, but mutually standing position as national identified, family circumstanced or any factor were extremely mutually gapped, the idea was never told to her, but she probably could see my own view around our future.


Her settling apartment was located beside so famous national park. But I didn't want to visit, because our true relation was far at past finished, thereby I stepped into these days espionage agent employed by professional agents boss. Certainly higher reward, but any sustainable life security and guarantee was none, thus at the point so massively gotten money at a stretch these days are the most appropriate term to resign all my missioned task executing days, though I'd already told so to Z, before I arrived at this country.


After arriving at the country, at the third day, I showed her certain farewel with some witty words. At the last moment, I said her, like next. "You should be so happy, and you will be happy more than now." Not in our mutually unforgettable days' language French, but in English. 




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Once I declare her that we will never see again, that should be mutually the best option. To us, seen so splendidly elegant and beautiful iconic days for us was at so far past ending. The curtain had been prepared probably before we two was born as at so far past. 
However, once I made up my mind so, unexpectedly brighter emotion was regenerated at some unexpectedly positive extent in my own impression. Though once more I wanted to look over whole mainly valuable locations for appreciating for me, and visit each location, though I for the first time tried to use subway. Because I had been heard that the station escalators in gorgeous facility interior performance as installed design or so was Rococo tone or so and cars design or so were so decoratively beautiful for easy appreciation.


Certainly relief performance, stendglasses design were well done and richer atmosphere was certainly drifting to all visitors. I almost impulsively shot still photos and animation with my handy cell phone around escalator entrance, designed wonderful performance so precisely serially used shutter of it. At the matter of fact, through my terminal I got ticket of airplane for Paris from Pulcovo Airport. But watching my terminal for checking time, some time to spend roam about had more two hours. Thus I had spent like doing so, and watching time again, still time to spend freely had been left one hour.


When I walked around the station escalator for taking photographs with my several terminals, going down and going up, and gradually, Airport Airplane departure time was upcoming, though I quited and tried to use subway and only at the last locomotion bus usage all those procedure was for the present the shortest time spent best way for using route, thus I without hesitation opted it and actually I used the route until I arrived at Teknologichesky institute station, according to my instantly set schedule, but at there, very unexpected matter was generated to me, because after I got off at the one in question as Tekno. Station and used escalator for using another one as I accidentally caught one unbelievable scenery shot at real time, that was just Tania who ought to stay at her apartment according to her talk content told to me when I was spending time in her residence, but she lied to me around it, at the occasion. And after I admitted her appearance at missing to each other with one another escalator over there installed she used the position for going down when I used another escalator for going up to another platform, thus I instantly switched my schedule, abandoned my original schedule, I made up my mind to chase her. The desicion had no hesitant idea, because she was even if she had never been my lover, only past memory dominant one as ex-my lover, we together after so long period had the same bed for confirming mutual love yesterday at the day, thus I chased her heading destination a little bit afterward she took it, taking distance, stable but simultaneously not visibly confirmable for her position as the distance between my one and moving object as hers. Though she used my already used line as Kirovsko Vyborgskaya Line to head for some other station. I desperately using never once going up and turned another one, namely, I from going up escalater to going down escalator in jumping border with two contrary direction ones and switched heading direction orbit which was necessarily forcibly switched by my trial. Because my own move was very subtle and speedy and so well smartly moved performance making her unknown to it and no notice for abnormal action at being heard no noisy sound at least to her. Because I had trained any locomotion necessary method with professional agent technique, thus, hard trained skill was attached with my nerve, body move faculty or so. Taking stably almost the same distance I chased her with her heading direction in locomotive action. She got on sooner coming subway car after the door was opened, and I taking enough distance to which she won't be noticed around my appearance, with two doors inserted between her using and my doing, and in conclusion, she got off the train at Teknologichesky institute station after probably she used her own car or bus from her apartment vicinity parking lot or bus stop, after I started to come back to my country for the first process, heading for the first Airport for using airplane, but at the matter of fact, my using first train a little bit later arrived at Pushkinskaya because some reason made Kirovsko-Vyborgskaya Line late, but about it, probably she had not been heard the announcement so accidentally with some reason. 



  
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After all, she, as I didn't expect, got off the subway car at Vladimirskaya station as the next one for Pushkinskaya. Of course, necessarily I had no idea around her own action causing reason, anyway only I tired to chase her, chasing technique had been attached with my bodily move in both walking, running, and using any vehicle as optional action mode, thus I cleared all chasing process I was needed to clear at least at the normal condition which ordinary professional agent has to be attached physically, mentally at really made action.


Then, she entered in one six floors condominium building which had relatively older classical mode architecture, but only windows or balcony design was so gorgeously attractively visible contemporary designated performance and the building's those mutual symmetrical combination was very fascinate, I confirmed her entering one stairway, but at a little bit higher position, stairway was over, that was landing, and there are elevator, and she used it. She probably will visit one room from second floor to six floor as only first floor had entrance at  another angle. Though I made up my mind to stand by the location of which sidewalk had few pedestrian at the time. I seldom smoked, but that moment, impulsively picked cigarett from one box, and smoked. I at the time had mask for covering my face almost more than half, thus only when I tried to smoke, I took it off for smoking, but after I breathed out the smoke, immediately I took mask.


After all, I stood up, but at one position so long time standing by myself rather makes it visible from anyone walked around there, I sometimes changed the position for observing unexpected move by of Tania and some other one and when I was standing on street side  after two times changing position, one move was done on my view, that was one relatively taller old man than me beside her, and I gazed at him from contrary sidewalk and after a few while, my eyes caught one middle aged one's identity was clarified, and the moment had become the most shocking time for my life after I saw it, because Tania accompanying one as middle aged one older than me was that Mr. Charlie Craig. 


(To be continued to the Epilogue 10- the Conclusion)





Apr. 29th.     2024