Only the one who had known truly pleasured heaven can know true hell, in absence of it.
The one who had never known true love can never know any pleasure.

According to a degree to get true joy, an interval never getting joy until the chance must increase the pain, but either the chance to contemplate many things fortunately.

People can not always  envy the one whom they can respect.

People can not always envy the one whose songs can touch them.

All people are in unexplainably tangible reason and feeling cause.

Nobody can explain these all enigmas. Therefore life thing could be interesting.
But simultaneously it could be either so hard.

Nobody could break through long darkness, but thus we possiblly need amusing thing, just anybody needs short-lived joyfulness.

Only dim light could be our help, but the direction unseen to us must lead us to shadowed future.

Hence, all shadows are never completely brackened, all shadows purplish and your shadowish eyes reflect my brownish eyes in sympathy.

Your burden must be my burden.
Why don't we wish together, singing together in mind again, making sure of mutual breath together.

Oh, frank Lord, you'd gifted us so heavy road, why did you leave it to us?
Why didn't you leave us as we are?

You just had known everything we'd done ever, these acts and behavior could never have all good things, you know. 
But how so powerfully have you burden us, we wander anywhere in driven us to each deadend, but we wonder if we could carry them all. 

 You could set our holiday, so in folly of us, couldn't you?

We can get so many information through Wi-hi, but we could never catch only the course you were offering us.
Coz only it is so hard to confirm by us.

Although, possibly only purply shadowing road could be seen to us, fortunately we should be satisfied with it, we guess.

Oh, my Lord, please give me a finger to find out our exit out of this hell road, if you do us it, we'd persevere any happening on the road, either from this moment on, no matter how it could be darkened, coz that would be temporary testing to us by You, until we'd reach to the exit.
(Jun. 2nd. 2020)