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Today is the day my country had so great earthquake and its dragging great tsunami and very many casualties were outputted, its thing drove either so miserable nuclear electric power plant’s melt-down, and consequently produced subsequent casualties impacted by radioactive harmful materials leak victimized not so few engaging ones who worked for decommissioning to melted wastes or so at ruined power plant.


That miserable serially made accidents could affect the next country's industrial world to decide not to import any marine product from the ocean and offin of the sea shore areas as the zone impacted with any radioactive waste pollution at the sea, with a help of rumor impact. That thing could impact either my mentality because I was and even now I am one citizen of this country, of course, completely all citizens at that next country did not have the same opinion, even at the period, very friendly and sympathizing that country citizens were appearing, nevertheless, once we'd gotten some negative mental impact caused from news reported contents around our country's importion from the country had restriction, either my emotion was not to stablly watching all process around it.


In other words, anytime we personally are so small presence and not so objective emotion  or so could not be held at mind, because we personally either are so powerless, not being as God. That very seriously tough reality must be our one of the most difficult issue to overcome and essentially what we should reform, but so easily we personally deal with it so anytime you know.
By the way, recently everyday when I listen to radio program as AFN, domestic violence topically reported contents could be heard to me either. And that thing is not so exceptional at my country either.


Domestic violence done by defaultly acting ones could have indirect cause or so except direct cause, that would be some frustration at social site at which anybody is obliged to be concerned with at work or so, in other words, at very many spots, we are all obliged to face many endurable things as social responsibility and that daily suppressed mind could occasionally erupt or could be erupted so accidentally with many causes crossed situation.


And at very macro view we dare to taking now, even very outrageously executed domestic terrorism could be one of the typical examples with the situation in which very many citizens were obliged to be at tough unendurable social situation so personally at each other, any citizen is just necessarily and irresistibly make union and execute so offending violent act, that serially made situation could be taken into account at this progressing phenomenon.


In other words, at so privately home dimension, to wife, usually externally very endurable husband could abuse violence to his wife or children, but at so pubilcly larger scale dimension, domestic terrorism or very sadly either racially discriminating mentality driving police officer's extreme abusing to excert the discipline the ordinary citizen's small defaut, that thing either at each case so personally each one who was concerned with the case could have frustrated mentality, mind and emotion consequently. Because if anyone could be satisfied with any circumstance in terms of work or working condition, nobody could offend nor execute so excessively offending act to publicly operated organization, e.g. capitol of the nation nor individual powerless citizen nor so.


Very typically, very many unfortunately caused things at society must have very bad vicious circle at any relevantly entangled interlocked reality. 
E.g. at one giganticly worldwide activating one company had no union to claim to manager or so as kind of upper class ones who engage themselves in management, that reality's aspect could drive so suppressive censorship to any kind of extreme opinion just upped at SNS site or so, e.g. even to the President at those days, his upping messages' function was stopped by them, that thing could be drawn either by the help of their working staff's potentially indwelling frustration, not only regulation or rule set by the company, that side reality impacting thing could be presumably possible, we could say so either reliably.


Necessarily each individual case should be analyzed with so objectively even and cool inspection and investigation, nevertheless, these perhaps so mentally factors could impact each one who is engaged in the work spot mission. That imagination could never be denied so easily.
Additionally we all are now at stressful emotion caused from new corona virus infectious and contagious reality with the emergent necessity to vaccinate to any individual citizen and controlling pandemic crisis. All so negative factors are unfortunately crossed so coincidentally at the same period, like that, to now reality we could assess so objectively.


Then, once we should calm our mind down so consciously, daringly once quit all job for so short moment, and breathe in and out for a while iterating several times, and just resume our missioned job again. 
Necessarily very many other problematic factors were staying at our unidentified social site and our mind itself, then so step by step let us inspect each subject so carefully from this moment on, together.


(to be continued)


Mar. 11th.  2021


Memorandum; If we usually pretend that we have no issue at mind, we unconsciously suppress our mind’s emitting way for a change and diffuse frustration, in other words, we excessively are enduring all dissatisfied realities, we could erupt our potentially frustrated mind to extremely emerging expression, that would cause not only personally domestic violence and massive group action in breaching so violent acts as illegally executed as domestic terrorism, in other words, personal act with domestic violence and public act as domestic terrorism would be rooted to the same origin as the pretending not to have any issue at public site or home either, just enduring so many things so formally, that possibility could be thought so necessarily, you know!