Lovable sunshine mediumly injects all ground around my placed position. Nose's inner itches could have been caused from hey fever, but recently a little bit calmed, but those days masking habit could have driven its degree.

All cool air diffuses all around, for so long period, spring warmth could have been switched so substantially, but if I make my power mobilized so unnecessarily stronger, it must make me so exausted, because moderate temparature or weather condition could invite so beating in the air, rather at not ideally conditioned period, we can do all so smoothely, I recollect so.

All news reports are so negatively outputted data, insulation, vaccination, facilities, at location, transportation lingers, many so unsmooth information could fly around either to my ears. Only seen sunbeam could be consistently fixed, but our own environment is on anytime emergent situation, then we can do anything like birds, or so.

Eventually, around me either, Angels' aspects could be hidden sunny lighted air, that is so constant impression, but to it, another factor caused from virus pandemic is added to my mind bottom.  
Then, clear landscape could be seen so recentfully amazed at appreciating spring calmed aspect, usually that mind could never come up to.

Very sometimes, only clouds shape is so diversely confirmable, but rather these days could be fit for very plainly not so featured condition on seen clouds at sunny days, so positively, you see.

Moderately coordinated brightly transperent air state could be felt so empty, that makes us associate with infectiously dead ones' soul, that tasty poetry I'd written at the same seasonal date, just I can recollect the wrtitten content.

In other words, all not changeably stable facts could be seen so strange, what makes you so easy? I come near cry in mind with that simple question to all these warmer spring reality, you know.

In our sharably not avoidable situation, very best good ideas could be seen so cheaper, no matter what so wonderful ideas we could keep in mind, all these could get to the deadlocked introspection. Very nihilistically, felt that rather so negative ideas could be seen so at least natural, consequently, these days, rather squashing energetic words could be seen so effective for stimulating so dormant feeling in depth of virus threatening swamp.

Many novelists and reportage concern journalists could have so ennui and inertia in depressively inactiveness. All these things just are carried so materially, not providing any empathized emotion and sentment. 
All these kinds of days need only dmolisshing rhyme and very straightly simple words, but if I wrote up all these ones so intentionally, left work could not be found so easily, and that feeling could be already written up at my past days' daily routine.

And eventually, not so tense, but only tiny tepidly dull feeling could be really convincing, only lazy running could last at my daily schedule, then, only so small challenging could go on along my slowly steeping spring afternoon.

Then suddenly very diorderly helter-skelterly instigating words could be felt so nevessarily on mind. Exactly, the kind of so crewed and confused debri words or kind of wreckage at mind shadowing ideas and all these put togehter at introspection flashily coming up to my mind so out of the blue, in other words, some stimulant romance and so rugged rough screaming to the air in mind could be sensitively reasonable. Nevertheless, my brain is too knowledgable to make so softened love running. To all things, the mentality is so strangely necessary.

I can no longer make it so softened so moderately. Then perhaps, any seduction, I'll accept so impulsively at least in terms of mind trend so secretly, even not showing anythng outside to these.

But at the time, usually only no chance could wait for me, then necessarily I gulp all so obediently by moralistic idea.

At least at my poetry or essay thing, I already have used up any challengeable methods, so completely, in my life, I could have that mind too, you know! Even daring to making me hungry, to me, so streo-typed idea and act.
Ultimatley, that trial could never be effective at finding chance to get so flammable romance.

I make sure get so older, but never so comletely senile, so mentally, spiritually, minfdully and bodily. At the matter of fact, I can not presume next coming of my very romantic and erotic emotion from the bottom of my heart, necessarily to woman. Eventually, the kind of emotion to woman must be unidentified at that coming, I come to conclue to my mind.
 Nevertheless, in all lifetime, everything could be unidentified, so perectly. Perhaps, timing is not so hard, that would be so easy. 
With what, I could palpitate, only that thing could be questionable. Because only these could be a proof of human.

Oh, my God, pleas tell me how I can control these days' my indigested loving motivation?
Some so good composer of songs and lyricist, please tell me these so uniquely terrific ideas from your bottom of your heart!

If my brain once stops at corner of deeply thinking, I'm never be able to be palpitated to any finding, nor composed at my easy mind, but so far, I need no medicine nor stimulant, that so used and cheaper idea is never so effective at my feeling, you perhaps share, you see!

Considering my past days, I anytime have kept at opting only so simple and easy it, at no questioning, but that option could have carried me to some more another very comlicated domain. but that thing is seen so at least to me, so inconveninent, that must be so funny at my life, you see!

Well, my idea is just looking around any landscape so habitually seen and not inindentified to me, but only that settled nuance could be so convincing to me, but that thing could never be identified so immortally tangible mind demand or so, how is yours?

I have no idea to it, hey you, occasionally tell it to me at my slump moments!

Apr. 3rd,  9th.  2021