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Now and then, I get to Lose Your Idea Even Now, but...

I believe in your love to me, nevertheless I now and then am prone to get to lose your idea so really.


What makes you so is yet known to me, so clearly.
You occasionally have so uneasy expression.


What reason does exist back to it in you?
I have no idea.


You may have so traumatized somewhat anytime annoying you ever in your life, may haven't it?


Anytime I question, what makes you so, still now, but sometimes I want ask you," Is it okay to ask you it?", because your eyes occasionally get so sadly lonely. However, it'd be no problem, I'll never ask it to you. And anyitme I'd beside you, so sweet honey of you, as long as you need me so, that makes sense to you, whatever happens to you, and me as well.


What does that mean, your so blank eyes?
Your notably lonely expression seemed at least to me in vain anytime disturbs my mind!


If you have some bitter mind, just wanting never to say to anybody, never mind at not telling even to me.
But just if you get a mind to rescue yourself outing that uneasiness, at the time, please call on me, anytime you want!


Because I live with you.
Nevertheless, if you want to say nothing even to me, I do never mind, because anytime besiden you, I feel happiness, at that reality in my days and yours.


I anyimte remember the first moment I met you. that was either when I could confirm your mind surrounded by uneasy somewhat.
Nevertheless, truly I loved and even love also that your so sad eyes at that time I could see.


I see yourself so honestly and sincerely, please believe that my mind!


I'm always conscious about my life's destined meaning, because my life must have been set by my unforgettable day I met you.


Though, also now, I tell you in my mind, now and then, really I get to lose your idea, but also from now on, that could last, never mind, I'd never ask you anything.


Anyway, just at least this night, sleep so easily, beside me!
And doing so, please make me easy, if you'd do so, I'd have so sure confidence to cheer you, if you need my help and cheer at my notice to you when I watch you.


So surely to be honest, now and then, I get to lose your idea, and mind still now, but even not toldn to me anything, just I wanna protect you anyway also from now on, though that'd be no problem. Because I got to love you as you'd been so!
Though, please ease yourself at least when you sleep by me, and good-night, have a sweet dream, my lovely sweet-heart!



July. 8., 9th.    2021