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Turn

I didn't want you to show your wonderful expression when we shared the supreme moment, nevertheless, now that consequently you only left me alone and you had gone away from me to some other guy, I can have conviction of myself that you whose beauty was so super excellently the sole in world, that my left situation was destined thing to me, honestly I think so now.


Very gently and evenly affectionate Angels either are presence at the situation to guard their own children are switched to be either Satan, that must be human world law, and nobody must survive nor win that regulatory power nature gives them.


Your so unforgettable beauty must be priviledged and allowed to give anyone so deepened love, that turn so accidentally come to me so first, but your beauty must never be stemmed from going anyway from my place.


The ones whose lover or wife is splendidly beautiful must have ambivalent emotion never to show their proud lover or spouse's so pretty expression to anyone but themselves, however simultaneously they have another mind to be proud of showing any other guy their proud so beautiful lover or wife's expression, in this term, human mind and idea is so cotradictorily whimsical.


Every universally convincing beauty, prettiness, or so as so attractive natures could be at the absolute destiny shared to anybody, because that so miraculously rare beauty should never be monopolized by so commonplace guy.


That very necessary turn and each one's so personal meeting and parting could be present, and at any eras, so similar examples must have been here, there and everywhere.


Hey, all so universally attractively and enchanting so naughty beauties, your so pretty and coquettish expression and eyes' holding own sadness, how many guys have been seduced and so amazed by you, hey all naughty and honestly whimsical Angels, where do you intend to go for making your own vagabond?


Yes, any question around you must recieve the same answer, all of normally commonplace guys' upcoming reality is just nothing but accepting only each destined turn, you know!


If that thing could be seen so unendurable to you, you must opt so invisible but so lasting love and that small happiness, because that must never be disturbed by anybody, you know, there so wise older guy, you'd got that truth so at your younger generation of your so preciously integral youth days for you, you see!


Look over the night dark skies, so shiny beautiful Angels whom you were abandoning or being forsaken by fly around the sunken violetly black clouds along with tomorrow's downpour symptom and that natural diastrous turn is so uncertain as sinisterly as Russian roulette, you see.


Though, if you once tasted her, you must make up your mind to put up with everything afterward you must meet so sinisterly, you know!





July. 12th.    2021