Cows have no concern nor interest to any fly flying around them.

Me either was, partially even now, but recently after long period at taking so noisy atmosphere around me, I have myself felt so flies around me.

But my older past was different.
Flies could have been at our own family or circle we personally belonged to.

About 35years ago, I hit, struck the fore part of his face of those days' my familiar older one than me 20years. He was my art teacher when I was senior high school student.

Why I did him a strong fist hitting was caused from that his contact was unnecessarily familiar with me, and that aspect was and those days had gotten to be like a noisy fly around me.

At the matter of fact, he had so strongly curiosity to my personal life(but my taste is consistently never gay), he was male one to some extent had that nature, though I needed to show him strong denial.
Recently, the typed ones have steady citizen right, but if it was so extremely treacherously underhand or craftly and ironically insinuating to us, so personally, we should be allowed to reject that act, and behavior at extremely familiar it than necessity, even at some wildest act, e.g. splashing beer at bar, but truly fist could be dangerous at executing consequently manslaughter, thus we should abstain from doing so, several months after that accident to us, when I was meeting him accidentally, his hair was very whitened than ever, at a stretch that state must have assaulted him, necessarily being affected by my strong face striking.
However that was irresistible at least to me.

At the matter of fact, I was awakened at enjoying violent act to the ones like flies around my face, as well as I spray insecticide to them even to people, none the less.

Those days' my life thing could have been my graduation from only so honest and sincere younger boy to the dirty reality known one tough guy.

Like the incident to him, to my mother, I had same impression, even she was one of flies flying around my face.

I am at these serially terms a cow, because only myself thing is consistently cow, and any other one whose cocern and interest is extremely nuisance to me, otherwise strongly unnecessary curiosity to me, anybody could be a noisy fly around my face, because universally nobody could have right to interfere with other one's privacy.

Nevertheless, now these days' contemporary society, simultanesously globally gets that aspect. Because anybody can insinuate and slander any other disgusting ones through internet SNS sites.

In other words, these days' our life spending appearance in contemporary society unintentionally produces so many flies, at least around cows eating grass silently. 

And anybody could be aimed or targetted as patsy to be smeared or slandered and insulted by any unidentified avatar.
And very important thing, so really flying flies around us should be killed with insecticide, but at SNS sites, even if we get angry emotion to them, we'd never liquidate them with insecticide by us, so personally.

As well as my one past days' action to ex-my benefactor as high school art teacher, if we'd strike them, so easily, some ones must attack us anonimously at ill-natured behavior, then, eventually, nobody could do so well like my past accident I mentioned here, you know.
(to be continued)

Aug. 24., 30th.     2021