There is what only resting tells us so profoundly.  

That could be our personally unknown own true mind, but that aspect usually is hidden at our daily task practicing mind.

But either that must never be small nor only trivial.  
Though, we, after having some effective rest time, could get started usual routine at another ever not accompanying discovery in promoting our running at task.

That would be so sincerely accepting mind at our life.

Death certainly anytime makes nearmiss to our daily unconscious moment at being aware of any meta-cognition around life itself.

That opportune is sustained by only accident.
Nevertheless, we need derailed mind change at so regulatory running, and occasionally that approaching to some risky but thrilling matter could make us boredom at keeping it so continuously, then we can have another idea around it as only sometimes inserting it in switching fixed habit.

Nightmare opens our another personally unidentified our own potentially hoping idea, in awareness, we can get also disillusion to own presence.
Nevertheless, we should never be pessimistic, because that mnd's weak and lazy nature must be our proof to be alive surviving tough reality.

We should take advantage of resting at having generosity to our own "myself", because no one can be generous but the one who can be generous to the oneself.

Thus, necessarily horrific anxious emotion to death nurtures our kindness to the other one.
That is so honestly affectionate mind.

Peculiar idea is generating specifically at diffusing some exhausted mind and body at resting, but if that thing is so humorous, we'd never have anxiety.
Our sensing tangibly necessary measuring to all externally present and generating things must mirror our true mind.
Thereby our resting duration must keep us our own recovering power to tomorrow.

What only resting could tell us is probably our ignorance to our inherently gifted suprior nature.
(to be continued)

Aug. 31st.     2021