Autumn has come.

From very persistently left hot temparature, now field around us is filled with cool and easy windy air.

Nevertheless, to me what I must do could not be converted with any factor. Just my mental mood accepts the better days' coming for considerable mind meditation.

Now fall seasonal meaning is more precious than ever. Because winter has gotten be so harshly colder than ever.

It makes sure there's the ideas only autumn seasonal nature could make me.

Its merit must be evidenced with the being of the chance to discover, specifically when I have introspective mind for rebuilding my method to think everything, and what I can deserve my ever never holding thing as ideas, findings or so.

Nevertheless, a yeaq span immediately passes from me either, constantly gotten new ideas or so could be effective for keeping from the year to the next.

If I'd get that given my affection, that pace must run so well on me.

It might be going onto for my days.

Probably, as usually as ever I had around it, autumn coming ideas can be ordinarily so calmed stably to me, than heated syndrome driven ideas. Nevertheless, in them, very interesting and inexperienced unidentified ideas or trying possibilities, as seen so exciting, I'd survive any harsh colder winter again.

Destroying old worn ideas and re-organizing value integral to me must be done so well about a month from today on.

Probably this year must become conversion period to me, at my creativity.

View to human presence gotten to me through my creation of novel in discovering of story structure must impact my writing of essays and poetry writing and criticism and paper composition.

These things must be identified overwhelming ordinary nature, very radically rejecting potentiality to make vocabulary arranging as what could be defined an emotional and subjective mind switched into a strict structure and clearized interpreting, around its regulation. And it could be used either at analysis for identifying direction in creation at logical discovery to have appropriate manner.

In other words, if we utilize its found scheme so smartly, when I make literature sentences and do my own subjective researching in close relevance, my writing might be running so easily. I got that hunch.

If I'd do them all so well, at least my writing could be given credible track and effective orbit.

Logical intuition must suggest creating direction to me, that appearance must be beyond normally accompanying my all emotion with rejoice, anger, pitty, sadness. Though, that could be equivalent with finding out universal mood's ontological creativity's field in mind, that either means the deployable road's setting of synthesis between emotionally passion and very cooler assessment in sustainability, too.

Taking advantage of emotion and impulsive mood for creating strategical approach in ironical usage's possibility is coming up to my truth road.

Sep.  20th.    2021