There must nver be what of which intensity is well-known to us as the life truth.
In other words, to us, truly trustworthy light as what we could rely on must never be found so easily to anyone, that means what fighting own life and surviving it, and only that thing's winner must get, that is true light for us.

Light is never what we can find so easily, though true light is the harvest troffy only so tough fight's winner could get.

Nevertheless, substantially our world is too tough to see that truth so precisely specifically earier in life to anybody, even older ones could presume rough thing to unfamilliar matters.

However, even perfectly loser in world could need and try to find trhe light.
And that's the human life truth.

Thereby, anybody tries to seardh that light at assorted effort and trial of many method.
That neceesary life for anybody could not be light'sb power as degree of lighting at least for human.

Because if we demand that light's strength to light as degree, we'd never be qualified at being lighted by it.
The most important mind for us is not to be impacted with the degree of lighting.
If we catch the chance to be lighted by that light, we should thank and have gratitude and appreciation to that light.

What we should take care of from deep inside of mind is only that truth.
Because essentially our life chance and to take advantage of our own potentiality depends on that thing.

Namely we could get some so precious thing only after we'd abandon almost all unncessary things.
Probably our world and oracle by God through nature world must be trade-off.

What could happen means that happening thing is almost unidentified until that happens and unpredictable.

Everything is behind mity shadow, then life is equal to what we must know that our own wish and desire could not always be done nor realized to us.

Life is consequently accepting all things happen to us. Evenn if we try to go against, try to resist it, anything could happen subsequnetly and it's not always that no matter how we try the best, everything and everyone are not always cheering one to us, personally, never yet sometimes no one can support us midst our own best effort for freing from dead-locked situation.

Nevertheless, we must never quit our own decision and course unless it is incorrect to anybody but us.
Evacuation's occasion obligedly comes to us, despite of the best effort and smart deal, absurdity we must output in working something must never be wiped out from any site to us, you know, ndver yet there would be the last option after all we must be obliged to oby or agree, even the opinion we perssonally hold could not be accepted by anybody, even the
 case could come up to us.

In other words, life means not only winning victory to anything in glee and rejoice in honor, but also accepting even unacceptable course or so.

In frank, life means pain.

Nevertheless, which we can exchange that defeat into own hope which we'd never get if we'd won everything, othewiaw keeping only humiliation in mind reacting nothing, through biting the bullet of gulpping any bitter pill. Nevertheless, after all what you do to your future is up to your mind! Only your mindset at tthat occasion is the sole thing you'd rely on!

Just with these all data, consequently life survival to us must be nothing but omly heading for only dimly seen light, occasionally even it could disappear from our own view to forward we'd try to step.

At this fact, probably anybosy is the same, just dim light's nature and disturbance's one are mutually distinct.

Nevertheless, each specific dimly seen light's nature could help any other one's disturbance.
That timing is amazingly maginificient.

Even with seen light's dimness in gap, we'd had over everything, that's marvellous miracle only we can make,

To any individual one, only that light's murky nature presumably mutually shared to anyone next of you!
Yes, that personally own fact anybody can watch and witness at own location in spite of sporadic mutual hostile mentality at any submitted opinion, anybody in same condition given truth awakes us some another dimenstional idea and course, you know!

These two matters, gapped emotion and contacting occasion, means us, and in its reality we can hand over any value hand in hand in our never lost hope from our own mind!

(to be continued)

Oct. 22nd., 27th.     2021