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Sorry, Natsy!

My meeting with you was so short-lived, but sorry, please forgive me, you must have spent so harder days after we separated mutually,  but that summer days' thing is yet disappeared, and adhered with my so deepened bottom of mind, you know.


Is your hus still so active beside you?


After all, I met another so beautiful lady came from very traditionally old continent, her country's history was very familliar with ours, you know!


You were second lady at that so strange hotter days for us, very many many wonderful songs were from next to next caming up to us too, you either remember don't you!
At the matter of fact, now my Goddess is Billie Eilish, by the way, at the first time I saw you, I watched TV drama or magazine with your beautiful naked appearance.


Are you now having your children and grandchildren?


Eventyually now I got solo life again, and since that moment, so long years have passed around me either, you know!


Songs. songs, songs, around me. anytime, several favorite ones have been heard to my ears and my whole body, and that tangibly unidentified sensation could be felt to me, as if you opened that door to me.


You really met your so sweet guy for youeself, didn't you?


Since, COVID days opened to us, I've never been to our date place in Tokyo.


Please have your longevity for you and your all!


You otherwise, could meet my next lover so fam-fatal to me around your roaming downtown.
Unexpetedly the fate or kind of so destiny thing could be like so.


Very concidental cross-road must be made at that strange God's or Angel's mischeivous whim, you see!


I'd made an effort to heading for the hell as much as possible, though wish you do so to you, I wish your everlasting happiness on your life so exactly!


See you in otherwise next life to us!




Nov. 26th.     2021



Memorandum; To my 25's summer, and those days' songs around us.



Wham! - Last Christmas (Official Video)



荻野目洋子 / 六本木純情派 (Official Music Video)