I was writing my report around my job proceeding circumstance this year for my client to leave me my professional work at censoring any kind of client leaving hacked incidental damages and its analysis and in conclusion, I instruct how the client could stem the one from suffering from unnecessary hacking devise’s cheating with my inventing devise, for instructing the client, I was keeping to draw up the manual draft and through its schemed content my preparing that paper printed out for usage recently so continuously since November’s halfway. Yet Christmas day was not over, until midnight, time is left so enough.

I was recollecting the fisrt time of watching arsonist’s damaging train’s emergent stop over there when I was walking down suburban private residential zone, and just a week ago, very miserable one older arsonist’s causing building’s incident. more than 20 and several ones staying at that building were sacrificed.
This year was subsequently COVID variant updating reality overshadowed all over the world, nevertheless, worldwide political situation is still violently screwed-up state, environmental factors dragging so many natural disastors with tornadoes and forest fires, the kinds of incidentally outbreak and these our witnessing many artificially dragged impulsive outrageous peronal motivated crimes could be mutually interacted, so negatively echoed, reverbrated together. Recollecing each incident and I had some conclusion in mind, that social minus spiral could never be revised nor reduced these violent power, never yet more and more accelerated.

Hacking, arson causing, very rapidly updated infra-structural reality, surveillance social reality convincing inherently evil theory around human nature, and at last COVID perilous reality was added to their all demoniac embodiment. Music thing could help all negative minus spiral, we could say so, nevertheless, already we all have been habitual at enjoying these satanic social advancing and job aspect running, and rather love them all so much, in other words, anybody potentially crave at watching so outrageously impulsive any kind of savage folly. Nevertheless, if we try to keep any social act legally, the demanded social member’s mission must catch all of us at so stressed tense mind, though anybody could want any the kind of frustrated mind diffused and swept away from our own bottom of mind.

My counrty is not Christianity culture surrounding one, but churches or so as Christianity concern facilities are not few, specially at my settling city, the kind of things are so many.
Christmass’s harsh fight personally motivated with two women were so shocking event either to me. Exactly, for Christianity’s moral and ethics, that act must be so immodest indecency. Nevertheless, at the idea or instructive manner, forgiveness is needed so necessarily, but simultaneously the ones practicing forgiveness’s kind of frustration must lose the wayout for keeping normal mind.

I quitted my job doing in my residential room, and whimsically wanted to go out to winter’s cold outdoors.

I usually except so trivial shopping object, don’t go out for outdoors’ space, but occasionally that action tempting mind’s mood could come up to my mind.

By the way, I pictured my daily reality and my idea around that running in so strange nature, because I in a day, several times switch my own idea, and that running is the most suitable at engaging myself in my job as anytime updating more splendid prevention soft with easy usage and strong preventing function to any malicious hacking devise.
I everyday, cry out in my mind, hey, bull shit, mean and cunning your all hacking devise and that contemptibly foul and dirtily nasty doings, I’ll spoil them all with my knowledge and wisdom! Oh, my so busy and vigilant eye’s keeping default picking and liquidating days, you are my sole fellow, sole pal in my pocket and clothes!

That night was chilly, but my face was covered by my doubled masks and overspread coldness with north wind and my breathing crossed together made own strange mixture of warmth and chilliness managed my walking moment’s face and my brain.
I took my portable radio and ear-phone, and put on them and listened to A〇N radio station’s on air programs, and anytime holding idea around U〇A’s late songs trend has several specific feature, and one of it could be throwback to 50s in 20 century. And necessarily that country’s army which was ever stationing their units at this country and those days, they and our nationalities could make in collaborating stance naturally made at friendship together, at the matter of fact, very many songs are now never inclined to Woodstock or Rock ages’ trend taken tasty. But probably its feature and nature could not laid-back minded it nor nostalgic emotionally tempted it, rather their trends’ nature could be kind of very lazily slovenly stance taken, kind of obviously conscious daringly taken stalemate could invite all of us into no-exit vicious circle’s entrance. Yes, times makes cycle, and its iteration is gradually making transitive larger extent mode switching and thorough overturn, otherwise, very subconsciously done kind of very radical conversion in which nobody must never go back to any past.

That day was Saturday, but as once upon a time in U〇A, feaver night could come up to us, anymore, never yet more stoically but so personally sadistic every single nifght could stand by our all dashing to that reality. Not fixing at constant switchable reality could insitigate any lazy brain ones into some irreversible hell landscape ordinary another world. But to it anybody must never have any pessimistic mind, even a tip nobody hold, and irregated flood of impulsive emotional acting could make iteration so disconnectedly. Nobody could avoid that suffering in all lifespan. Anybody is toy soldier, and the moving one to anybody is only machinery progressive advancing speed and its harshly switchable updating reality.

Thinking these fantasies in walking drove me to unconsciously to that train railroad with overpass I first met Aimi, that moment was either whimsical walking for a change in my home staying so minute work, I remembered the first conversation to her.

“Where do you intend to head for now?”
To that man’s asking, woman replied, abruptly saying,
“No specific destination, just walking around only to that direction.”
She indicated fore landscape with mutual viewed overpass of railroad, and they could see the five way road ahead, looking over there, man said to her,
“At the matter of fact, I neither have plain destination at just freely on whimsical walking now too.”

Over there, I at the matter of fact, several years ago, sometimes visited several times, but recently I’d never done, additionally, over that overpass, three or four directions of each road I went along ever, but two or so not done roads were confirmed that titme, I decided to head for along one of them, I opted one road not procrastinating even a second, at the matter of fact I’ve done constantly at walking. Only the route was obviously unexperienced to me, since forerer location, I decided.
Only that overpass’s side’s parts had city lights for passers-by and with bicycle riders or so, necessarily for car drivers, that part was darkened point if these lights were not built.

That road was first so straightforward running but after that linear running could continue, to an obvious linear dead-end was over there I could see, and the part suddenly came up to my eyes’ view, the corner was perpendicularly turned to left, right sided zone was bushes and over there small cliff could be seen to me. Midnight landscape could be habitually observable and visibly confirmable after walking several minutes or so, eyes’ viewing around visual discerning sense only with shortage of brightness could be gotten so accustomed, and once done so, easily walking step could be gotten at walking even at midnight.

I sometimes stopped my walking step, took my cell-phone with transmitting object from my cloth’s pocket and opened the mail site and sent a script message to Tak as process report for Supalonely and even what we changed the name into “Supadandy” and necessarily Aimi’s withdrawal or so with that details, usually his response was instantly done to me.
But that time was so late night, though I didn’t anticipate it and kept walking heading for perpendicularly turned straight road.

Midnight came near the ending of Chiristmas this year, and not before long, into next day, date could swtich. Areadly I walked several times since I started walking over time zone evening to night, and view I could watch around me was gradually heading for forest mainly domain, and only silence managed all around my walking point along that road.

My transitive route character was simply neutrally overwrapped zone with rural zone and residential outskirt zone, and just I headed for almost only forests, valley, canyon, rivers monopolizing nature resources abundance manageable zone.
All those areas could make one municipal unit politically, but people’s idea, mode at spending daily life is extraordinarily different to each other.
Since my younger ages days, I often visited so many these neutral zones too, not only cities congestive areas, and very depopulated rural areas, with job concern and hobby together.

I was to some extent losing ordinarily my accompanying sensing at daily routine forcibly providing mode and very in unnoticed consciousness, I was tempted to be in heading for daringly unidentified small mountain’s bushy zone, just like lost child, but kind of subconscious obedience to that moment’s own physiological guidance by nature powered somewhat, and I unnoticeably was pulled with my body to deeply darkened zone in harsh chilliness, and needleleaf trees’ prosperous gentle slope and gradually approaching next day’s daybreak could tempt so dimly next daytime symptom, but still heavy darkness managed around my walking zone, nevertheless right over there I could confirm out of that bushes kind of very small basin, because fern was overwrapped at a little wet soil zone.

Suddenly I arrived at very narrowly but certainly opened one basin and over here, one small shack was seen in front of my heading direction.
Until that moment, I felt very contrary physiological sensing at bushy zone with roughly carpeted dry grasses, and withered leaves’ accumulation rough nature carpet must have given me another sensing toward my routine computer work in front of liquid crystal screen of the terminal of mine and serially spent my mission in checking precise data and disposal at any informative cyber spatial dimensional reality, that time’s bodily tangible sensing was perfectly different dimensional empirical my days’ another discovery.

At that time I made trasition to back of the hut, then, there was one so older aged man who was collecting firewoods so busily and rapidly.
I knowing nuinsance of me to that old man, impulsively asked him, voicing,” Hey, there older sir, what are you doing there?”
The old man at once replied saying, “For next morning breakfast, these are necessary.”
I tried to help him, then said to him,”If you could be no problem, can I help you, sir?”
To my asking, he quicly responded saying, “Oh, thank you, then pick firewoods around there and out them here.” indicating the position around his feet with already accumlated them, then I immediately replying his demand “Yes, sir.” and according to his indication, I collect any wood around there.
(to be continued)

Dec. 25th. 2021