To some extent, pretending to thank everything, and that emotion is never lie, but simultaneously it could be kind of dragging either sense incongruity.

Born to this world, in no future prospect, just waking and stepping, or not so walking, staying there as we are.

Poor but neither nor rich ambient, in this road process, being felt only barren field, and mankind's emotion around affection or kind of mercy.

Nevertheless, definitely never interpreted as so unfortunate nor necessary neither very fortunate, but it'd never be so grave to me now.

Only very good road could have been very enjoyably felt or not so either, only the thing is satisfied.

From the beginning, this world is never be fecundly enriched nor neither so absolutely empty nor barren.

nevertheless, spiritually or mentally, consistently so perilously, anxious about anything for anyone, you know.

Because our civilization could have been passed kind of so integral critical point over anything.

Nevertheless, we all are yet never extinct.

In other words, eventually, all these conditions could make us some unidentified ennui mentality, at any daily reality. That it dragging atmosphere could be so barren to anybody, probalby.

Nevertheless, that appearance either deters the convention to perfect demolition to world itself from being done to us.

Ambivalence, only it'd be teempted into our deep inside of mind.

Only economic activity is another animal, breathing in and out by itself whole over the world at a stretch impacting and impcted mutually in accord or discord.

Yes, thinking nothing on it could be the best way for us, just diffusing all despair for the present and anytime doing only what we could do so well next in mind just a bit moment ever, and it'd be so necessarily, that's not so bad.

And, being doing it, and for a while, we'd definitely be noticed to that everything should be done by our mind, or that spontainity.

However, consequently anytime I try to search for some so penetrating truth, to outside of me, but only nothing could be found, necessarily that's either discovery.

After all, ultimate truth could be made from my mind, and only how my mind senses everything in externally extended everything only filled with blank space, insertion of emptiness.

Seeking after somewhat unidentified thing, eventually, comes back to my mind as if nothing could have been done to itself. Probably the thing could never be different to anybody.

Nevertheless, anytime only searching stance could make me mobilized advancing anything.

Then, so far now "Let's appreciate and gratify it so well, and keep going on everything as well.

However, probably or not, more positively we all are never just only ants making ordered line and carrying foods, nor moles which inhabit underground.

Because, to some extent, only the sun is not at least enemy to us. Water and air are neither, never yet, they are still gifts to us.

Yes, with them, why don't we question how we are going to either from now on, devoting thankfulness and gratitude to them, and at sunny day, why don't we walk around our own home, and think something about what we should do next, addressing to that thing.

Jan. 28th.      2022