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Mind Staying in Empty Space, Our Mind in Emptiness

Fields exit for gathering by people, not anytime filled with them.

No one staying field is just one of empty place.


If I anytime watch the field filled with people, I miss empty field in no one staying, so sentimentally.


However, the ones who don't know the field filled with people can feel eloquent at the ones' minds for watching the field. 


If you lose somebody who anytime stayed beside you, as the one stayed away from your side, your mind must attend hollow.


The one who had no experience must never know that mind.

But ordinarily, the one whose partner could miss must be anywhere. To anybody.


But at the moment, let's watch the empty place.

Empty field knows everything and tells everything.


Parking lot cars went out from there.

Space is father for all our imagination.

Mind is spatial nomad in our brain.

Space makes our mind nomad.


Any space is alright for watching.

If birds land off, we'd watch it.


If shadows move, we'd watch there.


But no any noticeable move could be there,  our eyeline could roam.


Some empty space inserted any other thing excites my mind.


When we watch the empty parking lot usually cars fill there, our mind recollects cars arranged there, in watching that emptiness absent cars could be recollected.


If a field could be crossed with people staying there in our mind, that space before fore house was resolved, or new house could be built, there ever living people and people could live there in near future, both overlapped. Necessarily it'd be imagining.


Crossed brain attending images slip away from there, so immediately, the moment fallen leaves flew away from there on ground, with a help of small wind in tiny noise.


I makes me review just simple empty field flown by gust.


If I change my eyeline to larger extent spatially, in there all space.

My body tangible sensing could be left so in flaffy nuance as if I am absorbed into that wave.


Feeling those, my eyeline suddenly resumes roaming.


Empty fields scream, here, there, anywhere else we can imagine, for putting something for gathering of you.


I go there and rewatch over there few moment ago I stay.


At one roadside, my mind tried to overlap that moment me who was standing there, but no one knew, also known to no one the moment.


I can be at my own feeling settling at the house of the place.


Shielded with the tape for enclosing that site from outside, prohibited to entering in, through, I move to another place.


Once staying location could be witnessed at another moment in perfectly different impression.

Because already there must be familiar at least to me.


That the same place obviously changed the meaning of it.

Even the same place means only on the earth.


Universe's meaning gives another it, either galaxy.

At solar system once the earth every year conveys us at the same location. But being materials in galaxy is on complete location.


Material's essence must be signified as moving space, when I look at you, I got that idea completely, you make me so. Hey, you empty field and the location of you!





Original in Japanese written at Feb. 11th. 2012, translated into English at May. 23rd. 2022