Probably, anybody must have own distractive mind around opting own sweetheart as fam fatal, you know.

As I say, in fact, in my middle age's own recollection, my junior-highschool days were besieged with one so charming and younger sexy fraternal twin sisters as my same age, generation and aftermath of it nurtured, consequently, those days as my junior high-school days' passtionate emotion to those two beautiful girls' older sisiter's typed, I met one Jew family pedigree historical one caucasoid blonde girl who worked at jazz dancing show stage, half latter 20's one winter day as the end of the year.

However, at the matter of fact, to me, at least at junior high-highschool days' passion was, if I now try to define, and articulate those days' true mind, rather younger sister of the twins was my the most attractive one.

Consequently, man, guy's life any day must be surrounded by own Antinomy minded ideas, though, to some extent, even these days, my mind is consistently jolting between the twins' own divisionary to very symmetrical, but both so attractive to at least for the type of guys like me, you know.

Recently, on my way back home after vaccinated for preventing me from infection toward COVID, after leaving my familiar hospital, at the train for going back to my home, one seen Italian or so as brunette younger, but seen so intellectual Cocasoid lady was sitting at counter seat from my side in the train.

That time, I was awoken to that my heart and mind managed by my brain's memory domain must be dominated by two completely differentiated typed ladies constantly in my life.

Necessarily, at least to me, never those two typed ladies, girls, women are almost, then to me these two symmetrical typed ones are anytime so restricted.

I am not Cocasoid, nor European, and necessarily in Asians, these very symmetrically different typed ladies, women, gals are so many.

In other words, in human mind, otherwise, in some specified territory of our brain, generally, constantly very mutually almost hostile symmetrical typed ideal fam fatal tasty different sex person's presence could have been imprinted, or implanted at deeply subconsciously mobilized our brain's part, or some specifically functioned domain, or so.

And that interpreted my hypothesis otherwise could be applied at either creative novelists, poets or so as creativity motivated mind in duality as mutually anytime half in hostility from the beginning of any writing occasion, you know, and this theme is not so trivially small item for author, I certainly believe in that vigilantly attracted mind's notice, care or curious spiritual mindset.

(Irregularly to be continued)

Aug. 20th.   2022

Next images are just only example for urging comprehension around my mentioning.