Loving in happiness is so wearisome.

Loving happiness either.

At awareness of our own selfish happiness acquisition in some small consciousness around getting it on privilege. But that's unnatural.

Because loving rather is necessary in not perfectly satisfied in happiness.

After all, any lovable happiness can drag our mind into some repret, now and then even remorseful emotion.

Though, only happily emotionally in love's daily sea could get us exhausted too.

Self satisfactory absorption of loving happiness makes any other one have nothing to do with it.

Though, for anybody, mindset is apt to mean so pretentiously showing being happy.

But truly no extremely happy nor unhappy.

Consequently, anybody is heading for being only ordinary at spending daily life.

At last, only officially showing courtesy to any other one at mutual pretending, that act coule be done in anybody's life.

Not essential love in form frequently runs in mutual manner, but that's not so fine.

Happiness ought to be naturally taken, none the less, sometimes it takes too much abundant at accepting in request by some other factor.

Though, Happiness should be simply necessarily usual than formally conditioned.

It's not duty, rather is right, otherwise is some precious finding in spite of very tiny moment.

Very touchily pretty and small, though ungettable, irreplaceable, that's enough.

Sep 30th.   2022