We can never follow only honest and justly correct person, yet we subjectively follow reckless fellmow in small human relation, that one must have humor and witful comically enchanting character, it must atrtract the one around him or her.

We could never stand at the location to view all locarion at a stretch, nor we have no that location, if that things would be done, it must be done only by Lord or universe itself, being or space itself.

Thus, we can only do follow all small world view driving order, hence we can never be attracted by only honest and only correctly righteous one, rather we positively are attracted by rogue or desperado, that one must attract the ones around him or her, small social human relation must need union, and only bad guy or so could do in responsibly guiding all to make all members secured and get profit, coz getting advantageous outocom is cansed from all battle to enemy sided ones in negotiation in conversation or talking, and management of money, it would be tactics in conspicuous wisdom but never getting pals illegal transaction, in other words, with humorous attraction and diustraction to the ones who are never always hope the inside colleagues’ advantage, coz its tactful strategical practice is the fondation to compose capitalism, in other words, so evil-minded and conspicuous idea must be justified with doing in humorous and human semsibly comvinsing skillfulness and smart developpment, we rather are pleasantly attracted and impacted with the excellent conspiracy in praising enemy’s brain’s intellectuiality.
That legal and illegal’s merginal strategy must decide all game in business and race in commerce, trade, investing, speculation or so.

But all ones do never have always steady self-confidence, then we are always prettending just only meak citizen but in deep mind, anybody has ambitious intriguing prospect to the future, for anyone, future must come evenly and with its absolute truth, we can have a right to get own advantage in all possibulity around earning interest with own idea.

Inherently good as human theory must never get popularity around the job doing, coz all units are composed only with motivation for win the game in victory to manage other all loosers.
Even in the case winners take all strategy can never be adoptable, we can mentally and spritually have mind leeway to other all ones in socviety if we get exact victory.

Thus, our society implicitly can have potential common sense to study from conspiracy in getting victory at war, our using all itmes essentially originates in war strategical intelligence or sort of trophy with victory of war, our using all terminals, online shopping are all owing to war strategical byproducts.

On the contray to all those facts, of course looses in society would be filled with any corner of the city or any sort of our habitation zones.

As if plants oe any animals do, we human-being at a meaning survive only in calm silence in no speaking unnecessary things to anybody, probably only it mustg be the best security to keep up with our saftety in life.
And even with so many dissatisdfaction to society itself or the ones who preside governiung or so or manager of company, we usually keep calm to all around us, for keeping our security and waiting for the best chance to claim any disillusioning ones to us.

All effectively practicing attack needs timing, thus we usually keep it on mind and simultaneusly if some happening comes up to us, for a while we observe and silently witness, its occrence in challenging trial would be seen so superiorly done, we are ready for advocating, but on the contraryt if that trial would be seen so inferior, we must withdraw our readiness to perticipate in that claiming battle.

Just coz of it, we can say that we are all sleepres, and anytime get prepared for urgent provoking at the best timing and ambush for targetting all best game to be aten, but of course we usually pretend to be a good boy or girl toward all ones around us.

We essentially have instinctive wish and hope to attack to all disgusting ones for us, privately or sometimes even publicly, resist all unpleansant dictators and protest all unendurable policy and inpersuasive all preaches and declaration in public, to politicians entrepreneurs, tactful hotshots or so.

But at our impression we are maximally careful never to show that true mind, eventually we keep mind to go against all unpleasant things as if slereprs in socoiety must hide their true identification, then everyday, at daytime pretending to be good employee, and serving all superior officers, and customers but at night all of us are returning to home in mind, with many complexed ideas around daytime act since next morning, next time to see a disgfusting one, what’s the best insinuating talk or behavior, in regarding our maximal profit and the target’s maximal damage as the crossed degree, our advantage is more effectrively done, enemy’s damage is more so seriously crucial, around that speculation, our all night would be spent, but sometimes we need either good sleep, ocassionally we get deep sleep in no getting nightmare.

We are all essentially potential sleeprs coz at daytime we are pretending good one to any other ones blocking us to be thought as so sneaky one but all ones are never always pals nor advocates to us privatly and publicly.

True mind is well pretended to be in sleep and after business time or workig on time, we turn us to selfish spending time in sleeping never so well in delibaratenig tomorrow’s presentation and busines’s good strategy, and of course either the tactics to act as a brake to disgusitng colleagues or sometimes superior officers, and our own men and women, thereby we can say that we are sleepres both daytime and nighttime, then we see that usually that sleeping’s clear border would be gradually vauge, as well as plants selected with never moving to anywhere, as far as our mind, we either anytime are careful to move to anywhere as if at nighttime plants have function to emit CO2 absorbing O with a help of darkness, but daytime they are swithing breathing and emitting system.

In conclusion, how could we define our true form ?
Coz we at daytime make all privacy sleeping to allthings exist outside for our own body, all external things we perform to take them just pal or friend to ourselves, but in mind we anytime think either contrary impression simultaneusly, and either at nighttime, we are worried with our regret at daytime’s never smart doing by us to other ones, thus if we are in bed, we unconsciously make our brain never sleep so deeply anytime partially our brain orders our own body awaken, in conclsuion, only when we fall into deep sleep, we can be so private, but it must be managed only by our unconsciousness, at just public meaning, we are just private only when we dream in deep sleep, that content must never be known to any other ones except each myself.

Of course, we usually are hiding its content, we always abstain from confessing all private feeling as much as poissible, only that choice is easily keeping away from all risks to us, we can see it.
Eventually we pretend never to have any worry at daytime to anybody, at least in commnity, that is our universally shared common sence as contemporary citizen.
We must sleep either never sleeping time rather than nighytime’s real sleeping in bed.
(to be continued)

(Oct 20th- Nov. 16th. 2019)