We can find obviously interesting thing as topic or subject. Nevertheless we can be half satisfied with everything. Because we are the presence which want some other unidentified thing in mind.

In other words, as long as we are alive in this world, we are always obliged to get our life stance and own course updated and try to assimilate our faculty with so heavily switchable realities' harsh nature.

Though, consequently we have anytime neatly arrange any kind of our reality abiding own method for surviving this so troublesome global situation. And if we try to address to reform or adjust our mind around any difficulty overshadowing daily matters as the private and public, we always try to apply all our abled potential energy and vigor and for the present we can solve holding troublesomeness. That'd be for the time being any notionally and substantially completing could be gotten.

At that phase, none the less, very strangely we can have very easy mind at diffusing any anxious circumstance, we must have another question and dissatisfaction either.

That feature is not merely unpleasant, but rather only more complicated another issue or so could be demanded in mind.

Any once solved condition of form, order or so can be the object to be reinterpreted and we will be precipitated into another unidentified enigmatic emptiness.

Though we are substantially the strange animals which try to love for another dissatisfaction and our holding own shortage. Then probably any seen the best outcome, result, outputted index or so could be provided there, we must convert it into very inperfect or kind of halfway accomplished performance.

Though in the end, only anytime creating and breaking in turn, that infinitely never ending cycle, we must find oup there, no matter we'd grapple with.

That Sisyphos tasty mind is constantly coming up to our own mind again and again, but ordinarily and usually we try to make that mentality and emotion so opaquely to any other one in society.

At that term, we all are the most or the least, multiply personalized, even if we are never so seriously pathological at holding mind.

In other words, we all are anytime so ambiguous and ambivalent presence.

We are never fixed at having object nor aim, we are all runner of taking off own shurt, pants, or any clothe in the state from next to another.

We are defined as mind of never completely satisfied and in spite of relatively strict belief and idea around ethics, morale and humane value or so, we all are constantly managed by Cameron tasty irregular kaleidoscope each turnable appearance as differentiated phase and scene chasing.

Very whimsical and very cynical, otherwise very nonchalant and very indifferent.

Not so in-between in our own mind, but to any other one's mind, every mind is seen only neutral or sometimes so obsucure and uncertain.

When we zoom up any related accident or externally coming up to our mind and idea, we can have only very momentary neutrally recognizable mind and thought or criterion could be found or completed so expedienty.

Certainly any language must have own dimentional feature and specific communicative essence and competence or own future abiding potentiality and developpable nature. None the less, we simultaneously need stability and very strictly sustainable value and finger or so.

After all, or to say finally, we can express our mind and reality in mutual relevance like next.

  SUSTENANCE of REALITY → CHANGE of MYSELF

                                              ↓

  CHANGE of REALITY  →   SUSTENANCE of MYSELF 

However occasionally, CHANGE OF REALITY and CHANGE OF MYSELF, 

or 

SUSTENANCE of REALHTY and SUSTENANCE of MYSELF  

These realities could be made. 

That means 

LET SPIRITUAL STALEMATE 

or 

REALITY'S DEADLOCKED SITUATION'S  ALONE in INDEFFERENCE

(Irregularly continued)

Dec.20th.     2022

Appendix; The last clause is to some extent, these days' own global interlocked negatively effective reality we can easily witness.