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The One who can Not Survive by the Oneself is Not Qualified to Belong to Any Unit a.

Nobody can share the same idea simultaneously. Though Anybody can have own undecisively hesitant time and occasion. In other words, we all are on some very unstable and seriously anxious minded lifetime.


For example, let's pick up the problem of reminiscence.

When we have recollective time for remembering anything around to us, at past, what we'd have witnessed and known and learnt is many kinds of regenerated things.

And in those, sometimes we have very negative advent, or to say ominous paranoia as flashback of very seriously mindfully traumatized resentment.

And to it, usually we are never able to control as we'd seriously traumatized. 


Though, necessarily, we have two very mutually different nature recollecting daily fact.

One is in frank merely enjoyably recollective thing and to it we are easily positively and actively try to remember in spontaneity.

On the other hand, very spiritually shocking thing is not our spontaneity abiding one, merely even if we want it wiped out from our own memory, that the worst mindfully traumatizing sustaining thing is one another to the first. 


First spontaneous regenerated memory is positively unforgettable, meantime, negatively not intentionally flashback is not consciously unforgettable, but perfectly subconsciously never wiped out from traumatized we need to fathom in terns of psychiatry.


Though actively spontaneous recollective mind and inactively almost automatically negatively associable and seductively involved obliged precipitous one must be there in our mind too.


Now, suppositively former could be defined as PLEASURABLE MEMORY, and latter as OBSESSIVELY FLASHBACK ABIDING MEMORY as nightmare seducing, we certainly more or less, anybody both typed recollection and reminiscence must be there in anybody's mind's depth.


Though Billy Milgan tasty multiple personality syndrome must belong to latter OBSESSIVELY FLASHBACK ABIDING MEMORY.


And after all, around former we are never trying to diffuse, on the other hand, latter is to us what we desperately diffuse that coming back to our subconsciousness then necessarily we anytime try to think another thing if we are intuitively vigilant at finding negatively trapped at flashback coming.


Though, in terms of recollective content, former is positively acceptable recollection and latter is negatively unacceptable and wanted to abolish for us. We surely have very symmetrical both recollections.

And to these at each of them how we can deal with is consequently so vitally indispensable mindset we should keep in mind for spiritual sanitation.


(Irregularly Subsequent to next chapter 2.)





Dec. 21st.    2022