Life thing could be accumulation of abandoned matters, focused in focused consequently, only last thing is our own value.

Though to some general extent at first stage of our own life, the most impressive items must suruive until we die.

In other words, generally that already opted and settled our value sense could never be overturned afterward.

First stage meeting as several the most impressive things must run to persistently even to our life's latter ages.

And to gender partner, even if once or twise parting could be done to anyone, first set our own favor to the partner could hardly be invalidated so easily.

In other words, our own view is not so generous nor so universally objective, far from it, very selfishly subjective.

Though almost only very mutual similar encoutering could come out to us, any meeting must be fatal shuffle.

Only very similar meeting could come up with our daily private life so persistently at made iteration.

None the less, we'd never be fed up with it so for long period unless very shocking fatal betrayal to us could happen to us.

Though, if that basic our rule or commonsense could be kept, usually small failure could be easily mended, no traumatized memory could never be left to each other.

And anybody shares own space our space mutually.

At no unnecessary crash nor any unnecessary hostility, except very exceptional case to us, usually.

For beloved lover's appearance shadow generates at another meeting to new lover.

Not consciously we are otherwise dragged to similar typed one at subconscious mind.

Though to some general irreplaceable extent, every meeting could be fatal shuffle.

Nevertheless, that'd be awakened very afterward, at each moment, not that clearly conscious to us, in general.

(Irregularly continued)

Apr. 26th.  2023