Yesterday, I decisively was rejected my love to one woman also you know so well.

But, unexpectedly tn it, now I can have cool and objective view. Because after all, from the beginning, I must have known that consequence.

None the less, probably anybody could try to break that law, because that is the true appearance ordinary human must have.

And now I can be clearly conscious and known to my true mind sn honestly. That is after all to me, only you are constantly present in my mind.

In fact, probably any human must have two typed different gender ones as the candidate for a spouse. You ought to have the ones too.

By the way, you and my love broken partner one have mutually same root Christianity. But recently I found one seen wonderful Methodist church, thus today, I want to visit there in adjacent city for my settling one.

In your country, that believers' mumber is second positioned in Protestant, no.1 is Southern Baptest Convention as Billy Graham established. 

Necessarily, to me, sect difference is not so remarkably indispensable, of course that idea people are not so few, though I'd never mention so publicly.

I have no idea around any foreign country's religious mind's circumstance, but, probably ones with very near to my idea are not so few.

If also I could have that religious topic, that development must have so complicated because my country Japan has own the complicated circumstances.

Nevertheless, any sect belonging one could know and comprehend that any religion belonging or sect doing could not be the most itegral core. None the less, that rather branch parts could be easily amplify so much. 

And consequently that so sad developing must have dragged so many tragic incidents and miserable events or so for long ages. 

Though, we otherwise should keep silence at least at publicly formal occasion. Because for the time being, we have no idea except that deal. 

Anyway, my own love direction and destination was returned to starting point again.

I'd send you my letter again for a while later.

(Irregularly continued)

May. 14th.  2023

Appendix; Now, at considering my recent these days matter, she must answer so, and just I want to be heard that her voice only for heading for you. But what made me so ambiguous will be told at next D.

By the way, this time, I wrote this listening to "I ain't gonna never change" as Christianity oriented song at AFN.

（To Ms. BE.D1. PBO)