Since, I was launching programming project, Chat GPT was released at globally shared sales and survived the product's topically and practically seen usefully or harmfully, but in my own socially necessary problematic consciousness, this globe's own left crisis could have never been solved so much.

Additionally, my short term concerned and mentally involved crying and yelling, Spa-lonely, to Spa-dandy we're recollected so nostalgically.

My once meeting and inter coursing at not carnal relevance with girls was at least to me, very sweet and rather illusinistically mellow experience, that idea was surviving my those days' mind. Nevertheless, my life could never look at them so enjoyably nor so sweetly, because my own life line as programming technician's own mission feeling was never forgiving my life lazy running around our human mind's presence's corruption.

And I visited again to three waterfalls sightseeing spot located at my settling place's prefecture. And I dropped in ever once visiting that local famous product food souvenir shop with lunch restaurant, and I after so long period, talked that shopkeeper beautiful lady, though, she told me that I was welcomed for one night spending that older lumberjack old man was killed by bear's sudden attack when he cutter his owning mountain accompanying own bigger trees. When I was told the fact, I expectedly very surprised at the incident, because I was very busy at engaging myself in my newly pioneering soft, though, fundamentally, simultaneously, I was convinced at his last moment, because from the beginning, woodcutter must survive that critically desperate survival life on the hem of own death.

Merely, because my job's own difficulty and his it are actually very different charactered reasoned, but fundamentally, in terms of seriously facing survival term, both items could not discriminable mutually we'd regard so. I merely lost the chance to be heard of his death accident news report, because my job professional consciousness could accept any other typed last moment for a life could be thought at my own inference and conjecture.

I that moment Mede up my mind to go to his dying location after she told me where he was attacked by bear.

(Irregularly continued)

May. 30th.   2023