Billa was at her own vacation, after she was introduced to new chief manager by her main manager and that direct cause was otherwise, she took free walking time and that fact was once publicly shot by some gossiping SNS informer and the information or some snap shot was diffused in popularity, in public, otherwise, her talking older gentlewoman was merely gossip chasing own reporter or so, e.g. her main manager employed in public whole globe, that accidentally dispatched Sw◯d◯sh. Though, usually Billa dependent chief manager was unemployed by her belonging soft and global PR with tour scheduling enterprise CEO.,  either managing animation clips or so through Y◯◯-T◯◯b◯ with consensus by main manager, so far, her any manager was man. Not any woman one was beside Billa, actually.

After all, Billa was almost forcibly suffering from her professional singer and song writer's own twisted and screwed up human network after she made debut and obtained main important genre Gr◯my awards, to it, she sometimes deeply sighed by herself, when she was released from any nasty meeting with any manager. 

One cloudy, occasionally sporadic shower was made, one day, Billa was heading for her own villa, for it, she very exceptionally used local bus. Because she first was told by stylist and her assistants so smart disgusting methods, for PR films' shooting, the best not disclosed true face identity, and she those days could do it so well, adjusting practical use for hiding her own identity making transition outdoor or any vehicle usage.

Anyway, since she gained ground decisively in first album sales and evaluation, her daily life had been besieged with so tight schedule with frequently accepting many kinds of many requesters' interview in answering to each question, then, those days, her diffusion around carnally desirable smart emission was almost left to hosting professional guys with African ethnic ones and Caucasian ones, but since she had very sweet tangible session in motel bed with Natie, she had no habit to buy the same gender gals and ladies( by the way, each strict discrimination is so stark, so obvious or not was unseen at least to Billa. ).

And, necessarily, she'd already been fed up with any only technically acme guiding professional hosts accompanying bed, so wearisomely.
Just because of those recent come up with in her private life, she had so strongly unforgettable sweetie Roman recollection for Natie's own breathing, finger touching, her tongue licking dragged to very many Bella's secretly hidden touchily tangible fragrance recollection in regenerated bed again craiving to have the supreme time, and she, about those days her mind, tried to make one well summarized lyrical content and the fittest melody and rhythm in interacting session trial, necessarily, her music partner, also Fernando must have been touchily noticed at any session. At least she thought so to her older brother.

Recollecting very many things in her relatively late past, she viewed any bus driving route provisional landscape was at each scenery consciousness, watched by the day's het mind and impressed so strongly. 

Then, she impulsively, one stop was dragged into her curiosity, she pushed stop requesting sign bottom, and she got out from the long distance route bus, outside air was very softened so pleasantly felt to her that time body and mind.

She for while, after sending her farewell to the bus gazing at bus back part, she looked around 360 the zone almost desert state with sometimes rocks mass and weeds at sand tasty yellow stones, sands or so.

That moment, acutely heard one racing car's sound was jazzily echoed, and to that direction, she looked back as her bus headed for her walking line along the streetside, from the visualized scene, very clearly, that smiley Natie's face and her gripping steering wheel, all we're at a stretch confined so clearly.
At the moment, she called to Billa, "Hi, Billy, my fragrant one amusement circle fellow!" her humorous expressing greeting made by her was clearly heard to Billa's ears and somewhat excited her whole body skin.

(Irregularly continued)

June. 22nd.    2023