At getting off from her using long distance heading bus, her felt thing was that any freely traveling as one of anonymous citizen was very different from what she recently had engaged herself in, because to her, fever that directly she got through standing on her stage was very human networked reality had given to her in own transmitting reality she at being obliged to opt as professional singer and song writer
Against it, very local her growing up home state providing own desert landscape was once perfectly forgotten from her own daily mind as professional singer and song writer had to make for any fan audience for her.

Additionally, that moment, suddenly, out of the blue, at her mind's somewhere, since her very younger days what she constantly had continued to need to these days was gotten very accidentally, and that identity was Natie's owning specifically casual typed freedom and very different from her stage activity had given her as truly California bright blue skies only provides her these days as very hard scheduled days of her, otherwise that must be what only the lady like Natie gave her so fortunately.
And that time, very out of the blue, truly only car commercial professional fashion model Natie gave her was just bright skies provisional gay atmosphere as never gotten nature through Billa had been acquired through her professional singer and song writer life. And that time, really she smiling to her said like next, " Hi, sweetie our age's very younger heroine Ms. Scottish, global deva for 21century's Pops scene!" she casually voiced so from her driving seat and lightly she tempted Billa, saying easily, "How about getting on my car? Ms. Scottish!?"

At that moment, again Billa had own impression around that gently tempting beautiful older sister tasty beautiful sporty new typed car commercial promotion animation professional fashion model Natie was intrinsically matching that typed new model car than anybody in these days, because no matter how great popularity Billa had been obtained so much, that typed beauty and professionalism was never gotten typed one for at least Billa.

Though, just after she called her from her driving seat, Billa without any hesitation, quickly showed her own consensus toward her invitation.

Riding on very easily getting in her inviting car was so cool design and amenity in driving and driven to anybody, Billa felt so pleasantly in her car. Additionally, her driving appearance was so nice an easy mood giving chance for those days' Billa.
Her car was to some Billa's own impressive extent heading for Natie's own heavenly desert ocean. Because for the time Billa, midst hard scheduled concert tour, recording, creating lyrics with each nasty journalists and correspondents' persistent interviews and camera eyes' own groupee tasty persistent vigilance.

That Natie driving car was arriving at one reddened rockslide.  dominant one desert's gate as the entrance to some drought manageable territory.
She whimsically stopped her driving by herself at the location near bigger red rock laid gate zone. Silently atmosphere manageable desert gate zone had one gust transmitted through empty field. Billa was felt passivekynthat gust conveying cool temperature, at tha moment, accidentally, Natie's left arm trying to touch her hair for rearranging disorderly confused hair with windy gust air, car radio's news air time on air annuncer's news report reading content was about Russian invasion doing own devestated Ukrine land's post war reconstruction issue was debated, already global politics stage content was obviously switched, that nuance was told, and Billa was suddenly recollecting 9.11 Terrorists attack as her mother and father told after she had gotten 4, or 5 year old. She in brain associated some trade center buildings falling down images first she witnessed with TV reporting on air program. That images and her that time  staying desert entrance gate and the devestated Ukraine bombed zone's own visualized merciless images were at a stretch crossed mutually syncronically. 

That moment, she recollected recently parting one Rapper of which both arms were tattooed and that traumatized physical and mindful flashbacked smart daringly denying tasty another pleasant tangibly given skin sense was done on her underbody. That was Natie's right arm's silent trespassing or willingly done invasion to  Billa's lower body finding Natie's fingers trying to open down the zipper of Billa's trousers. At the moment, she had depicted reminiscent scenery picture as first Natie's seduction into motel room.

(Irregularly continued)

June. 23rd.   2023