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Upturned Eyes’ Ladies’ Ballad h.4.

Natie was saying by Billa's ear, "After all, life thing is for anyone what should be the best for the one, no other value is valid. That your mind has found on your mind or not is in the end the ultimate question to anyone, isn't it?"


At the remote location from the city, Billa was touched by Natie mildly but with a little bit instructively spoken tone, she after licking Billa's pussy talked to her, "You and I are mutually different circle ones, but, in the end, we can lean on only our own mind, you know."


Recollecting those her words by her ears, in turn left to right to left, with red rocks as background. She checked her recorded test singing tape for knowing her song's subtle nuance in rearranging necessity in recording studio. Yesterday she after coming back to city from desert entrance with Natie's car accidentally she met her and accepted her temptation, and after coming her home, well cured process announcement was given from Meddie's call to her terminal mobile phone.


Natie's own softened any contact to her was anytime so healable, Bella's impression around her was constantly filled with those ideas.
However, her mind was those days were managed only by new coming ex Natie's manager was on charge of Billa's new road manager, and specifically to Billa, because she was very famous global icon, road manager's status was very important, and what made him move from Natie's office to hers, she wanted to question her at that time, but in her car, she drove, and after arrival of desert entrance, she suddenly approached Billa's body and started to touch her any body part, thus she lost the chance to ask anything.


Billa was taking pause by herself, that day, after she checked them all by herself, afterward, she planned to call professional her employing recording engineer, for test recording, those doings period was not needing road manager, though, certainly at a glance, she was attracted by ex Natie's manager, the cool guy as different gender partner, but, fundamentally, she could lose the presence of his, only for concentrating recording work. Individual emotion was taboo at job, business.


Anyway, Natie and Billa were mutually very different symmetrical typed one to each other, because Natie knows she is beauty woman so well, with it's clarified consciousness, she anytime behaves publicly, but that beauty consciousness was not held at Billa's mind, almost the consciousness was none in her.
Nevertheless, despite of Billa was having no masurbating habit so consciously, but after she knew woman's own acne through mildly gentle Natie's contact and her caressing hands, mouth, lips job or so made her consciously tangible at her hands, lips plays, that was never gotten through any rapper, dancer she ever had some steady intercourse.


At some delusive picturing around the time with Natie, suddenly, her addressing time with newly employing recording manager, with producing technological knowledge and method talked to her, "Second phrase's beginning part, at the part you might reduce stressed pronunciation, more naturally singing is appropriate for recording and listening to that masterpiece. ".


Those days, when she sang her composing and lyrically writing songs, automatically recollecting Natie's guiding own tangibly carnally gotten woman rejoice in some necessary nuance adding intentionally, but so naturally accepting her imminently recollective nuance when she voiced.
The rejoice accompanying atmosphere needed at singing was never gotten through any other toughe guy rappers or singer song writer ever she had steady intercourse with.



(Irregularly continued)




June. 27th.    2023