Around your life, if you try to consult something so important thing to yourself, do you do to yourself half a year ago, otherwise do you do to yourself 10 years ago?

Except these cases which you hate these days yourself, but old days yourself, now you love so much, you must do so to yourself half a year ago.

In other words, we can never have essentially genuine ally only to any past ourselves, because, if we try to say "ourselves" only at each now as our own consciousness head for, though just only now myself is at any time genuine ourselves, and any other ourselves as any past's us and any future us are never truly now present, though at least to one day's own consciousness attended "this" us as one serially sustainable the almost same conscious us is the sole us for us.

And in running days in one time system, we can have own "ourselves" is anytime very limited and only today focused us is only defined "now us".

And in fact, we day by day, from next to next each different ourselves as formed "own myself" is attending to us, otherwise we at each moment wear own this "now" myself.

(Irregularly continued)

July. 9th.   2023