Midnight Angel whispers me I would have some renewed hope tomorrow even after my one satisfied day.

Although, meanwhile midnight Satan warns me that I would have some so risky situation tomorrow on the contrary to today’s happy warmer feeling.

Midnight Angel must talk to me tempting and urging me sleep, but midnight Satan must tell me never to sleep all the night to next morning, putting me renewed nightmare. That content is anytime characterized with jealous and envious mind to other ones we unconsciously hold in mind with unconscious vanity, not to be limited to close ones nor never close ones but once contacting of them to me or contacting them of me in my past, but now absent meeting chance together, that one in question would be older than me, and younger than me in no distinction.

Midnight time passing is slow and so calm, but nothing can be compared at darkness, that time’s Satan is usually so mentally strong.

Then, only at a moment to get dormant gentle Angel voices me with so low tone whisper, but Satan always speaks me so loudly.

Satan menaces me many penalties would be imposed to me, if I would never do everything so diligently, “You are in welcoming so worse moment you’ve never had ever, then do never sleep and get ready for that time’s struggle, if you were in dully negligent feeling in front of crisis for you, mentally and spiritually. At the moment you must save your life by yourself.”

And I asked him,
“But if I’m never so clearly conscious wakeup in next morning, I don’t derive my energy at the risky moment, possibly I at the moment would trail now midnight’ insomniac moments, thus, please make me sleep!”

However, he does never stop his loud speaking to me, just by my ears.
At the moment, Angle talks to me,
“You are wrapped by hope shine by Lord to your tomorrow and long future, have a good sleep, and you will meet your hoping someone in your dream, if it would meet, you truly must meet that one another day in your future. She must encourage you to have a good thing every tomorrow, as long as you survive, repetitiously every new tomorrow must come to you, sleep so easily!”
I gradually fall into deep sleep listening to her voice with so gentle tone.
(to be continued)

(Nov.29th. Dec 3rd. 2019)