You talked to me you were truly kind of pal of me, but when I met you in my mind, I cannot help but regarding you as so suspicious to me, but possibly you are just never so evil-minded one to me, that sort of feeling could be present to mind.

To beautifully pure hearted everything, we feel it so precious, but its reason must be caused by our original experience when we were infantile, once we knew that fragile things could be easily broken with our malicious mind, anybody used to have in mind according to our own ability to invoke and provoke something to world itself by each myself, then all pretty and genuinely innocent things should be treated so gently and delicately, that idea must be sustained that we can easily deflower them, with its idea, we all the bother day had prohibition to all ill-nature mind or sort of grudge and malice or conspiracy afterward so exactly.

What we can respect someone must be created by own idea to see defaming act makes us servile according to our own immanent remorse, obsequious, coz we were once implanted idea that evil-minded emotion must cause us a natural consequence of our deeds, thus we usually are noticed or have enough heel never provoke our evil-minded thing.

We mentally are created to be able to have self-disgusting emotion, caused from our own experience to see defamed, derogated one’s sorrow in our own negligence must make our mind so mean to it, and its act once made us so remorseful.

What could tell us only in suggestion is rather by midnight Satan, not Angel.
After we get to be older as an adult of social member, of course, when we are all infantile, Angel was needed, now all babies and children must need Angel, but adult persons need to be told by humorous and witty midnight Satan, you know, coz he must scale us so in good timing, he uses whip in thrashing body of us, coz we all adult persons are ironically and sarcastically wise and intelligent than necessity to Lord.
(Dec. 3rd. 2019)