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Mirage Out of the blue Floating in front of My Eyes // Climax chapter to Finale T. 4.

My consciousness were gradually regained into my brain's clarified discriminable mind to any appearing thing on obvious recognition, after so long no clarified consciousness kept days, afterward I took back my own consciousness, I knew almost two weeks I had lost my own consciousness, at complete artificially made coma, probably unidentified one or ones could have stolen my own daily consciousness arbitrarily, necessarily, the identity was almost conjectured after my vague consciousness was taken back to me, but my back part of my head was not attended any painful tangibly sensed footprint, though, necessarily, thier  abduction of me was executed by their so smartly pioneered own sleeping drag's usage and  their care to me, as not injuring my body as aftereffect stemmed from being done to me, as professional medicine prosecuted own operation was done on me. Probably, they injected me in my body for appropriate quantified nutrient was day by day injected on me, though my body health was to some minimally preventive extent not damaging me with aftereffect, and the one or ones were obviously only one. Charlie Craig and his huge extent networked global syndicates.


Anyway, I was put on operating table which was installed at center part of white wall room and all four walls are not having any accessory on them, and probably one of four walls will have projected image as visualized appearance of the summit wirepuller Charlie Craig will be injected, when I in mind expect next running made by them, suddenly 20 Century one of great Rock units, Cream's "white Room" was heard from probably each wall corner built-in sounding system, necessarily, I knew the song, because I either was born 20 Century, I am not Z generation like Billie Eilish and Olivia Rodrigo.
Anyway, I was not having starving bodily sensing, far from it, some left stamina even was physiologically sensed on my body.


Afterm, my consciousness was recovered, perhaps approximately several ten minutes had passed, and suddenly at some timing, one hoarse voice made by probably never younger, never yet almost 70 year old tasty male one was clearly heard on my ears.
"Hi, Sir. French Cap of the C◯A agents' sleeping undercover unit, how's your feeling?"
The voice made by the male one was obviously Craig's it. I was heard it at 2021 autumn one  relatively cooler day. Necessarily after their conquest to Afgh◯n◯st◯n accomplished, and I was kidnapped at adjacent country P◯k◯st◯n.
But his talking to me was never done on me, immediately, before his speech, strangely one very cynical lyrics own hip hop song probably sung by his syndicate's fellows were on air reaching my ears. That was like next.


"Globally any agreement's own procedural contradiction smashes our own sensibility, coz after all, all those arbitrary stipulation means merely "running behind each unit circumstance which is running against any other unit's own hindrance and the ones running across mutually, you know!"
And suddenly, one wall behind my feet put position, in front of my viewing one as I woke up from swooned state, projected film or so animated image was confirmed with the content in which probably Craig's sindicates' ones were dancing and singing hip hop song as breaking. The song ran like next.
"Any report at any country is on air according to each domestic circumstance, as own scheduled harmony abiding opportunistic justice claimable units set negotiation table and any scheduled harmony will be accumulated forevermore, we won't win no more than any past example as forefront of any deplomatic offshore fund and purchases, you know!"


I had for a while, some dumbfounded minded state was dominating my whole body and spirit. Though, unconsciously almost screamed at questioning to him. "What do you intend to claim with that awkward hip hop song?"


To my question, in visualized screen on the room wall, he as Charlie Craig was replying to me, saying, "We all know that you and your unit at daily routine, use breaking danceable performance for executing any training, we have so many monitors whole around also these days your staying vicinity. " he, once had a pause and talked again to me, "Now, your operating any crew is hurrying to find out your now whereabouts so desperately." To it, I instantly took back my message to him, without hesitation, "Even if your operation was so superior, our crew and our upper class investigating network should never be made light of on your conceit, indeed."


Anyway, I had no injured, nor externally hurt part was found on my body, confirming my hands and watching my it pealing my shirt, though, probably his unit was using some own air sprinkling on hypnotic method, as I recollected, before I lost my consciousness, certainly, when I was walking around vicinity of my staying hotel, though, necessarily they knew my staying location previously.
And, in screen image of him as Charlie Craig projected on one wall of the room was at least to me, in these two years, some aged footprint was recognized at my watching projected visualized image. His wrinkles around his eyes, forehead, neck or so were obviously giving me an aged impression.
To his very unforgiving act, I tried to claim him harshly like next,
"Your doing won't be permitted by any legal order, and your any justifiable argument must be invalidated in front of jurisprudence."
To my harsh reaction, he very coolly responded like next.
"You were not watching any news, but that President Z◯r◯nsky dismissed his nominated Cultural Minister, you didn't know it, did you?"
Surely, I was shielded as my any perception necessary for knowing any news around global situation for a week. Though, to his mentioning, I tried to confirm around those, then asked him, "what happened?”
He immediately explained me those situations around Ukr◯◯n◯, 
” That minister claimed national budget reduction was inappropriate, because in war time, cultural budget must be sustained, but President was claiming counteroffensive intensifying necessity should never be curtailed unnecessarily. After all, President was claiming, these days necessity should be preceded at military strategical budget usage."
To his explanation, my mind was a little but jolted at hearing it's news content, in fact.
After a while, some tense silence overshadowed he and me.


And, first, Craig was emitting his mentioning to me through monitor as my viewing image was projected on my watching front wall, 
"R◯ss◯◯ was invading Ukr◯◯n◯ first, but in doing mutually warfare execution around attacking and preventing enemy from executing any attack in mutual counterattacking hard battle, first reasoned attitude invaded country was gradually excited, on the other hand, North K◯r◯◯ invited Ch◯n◯ and R◯ss◯◯ heads for top level meeting around its country's future. But former one's position and latter one's it are subtly different, because U◯A has steady trading reciprocal relevance with former, but latter is different. On the other hand, R◯ss◯◯ has more deeply joint around weapons with Ir◯n. Consequently, some near future day, domestically, Ukr◯◯n◯ will have inner split with harsh hostility, because hating war sustenance idea citizens and counteroffensive throughout ones will have mutually split in disorderly debating and demonstrating to each other, necessarily police, military power and peaceful citizen power have own battle, though both countries will have peacefully solvable idea one's appearance, and with some smart wisdom as jointed with each other, now unimaginable running process could be witnessed to us, you know."
After talking like those, he paused for a while, and talked to me again.
"In the end, rather our presence behind the scene to both sides can control their own contradictory hostility, because both sides must output simultaneously sympathized ones and antipathetic ones and necessarily in screwed up in solvable idea outputting, though even if Ukr◯◯n◯ could have victory for the present, after negotiation of both sides, winning country's President may have been dismissed by national citizens with reformable idea around after war country situation, you know."
He after all, from both sides, recruited any kind of dropped out members, and as usual, tried to manage his underground illegal business with gambling, prostitution and invitation of any circle's own wirepullers.


To his mentioning, as undercovers' chief of controlling his illegal business prosecuting underground criminal, either as surveillance crews chief of me, very serious remark's split was found. But truly, I was very attracted by his logics, gradually my idea around justifying my missioned position, occasionally could have been jolted.
Nevertheless, necessarily according to his illegally acting controllable missioned task prosecuting responsible I was desperately denied his logics.
None the less, immanently, to his dangerous idea, my another idea could be made autonomously, that minded me irritated my first missioned task believable my personality, anyway, I was not tied with that operating table, simply put on it, though, I was freely moving  from one corner to another, and after doing so several hours, my stomach sirened my hungry state, and he watched my appearance, said to me, 
"How about coming to my room for some negotiation around your job future. In frank, how about working at my syndicate for helping my global business?"


To his very unexpected request to me, my mind was rediculously denied his mentioning, but my stomach was sirening my own hungry physiologopical reaction. 
To it, being noticed by him made him saying to me, "For the present, today, how about taking dinner with me, in my own room? Sooner, my man will welcome your coming to mine, to your that lonely room, you know."


My mind was furiously irritated, but that was added with my hungry physiological condition as well.




(Irregularly continued)




July. 28th.   2023