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Mirage Out of the blue Floating in front of My Eyes // Climax chapter to Finale T. 6.

First, Craig was only hosting me with very delicious breakfast, lunch and dinner day by day.
And unexpectedly, nevertheless I was confined at his setting stronghold's own room, except those illegal treatment, any other hosting content to me was unexpectedly very wonderful, though, that his doing could have been sustainable for managing his illegal underground business so sucessfully. 
For the first time I met him, he already convinced me not to be harmed by him in that place staying, and after all necessary things will be done, when I will be taken back to my originally staying place, he said to me that I will be needed to sleep when I was taken back to originally staying place near lake Kawaguchi, though after all when I was released from hostage, I was at fore night I was taken back to my original staying place, before going to room corner set bed, I was injected with arm sleeping pill, though until that pill's effect diffusing time as just I was made to get out from Craig's man driving car, my any memory was none, made none.


How many days have passed since I was confined, but except first several days, I gradually fixed my mind not to count days term, because that mind must have no effect nor significance at hostage condition on me.
Anyway, Craig's own persuasion to me to cooperate with his syndicate was continued, at least at the term I was at hostage. For the first time I was taken to his setting dinner table, I was emphasized at saying like next, "Even if you try to make me lose any freedom for acting like this, my team members will do their own mission, because they were already trained as they will do by themselves, though, if you try to rob me of any controlling power for them, they will do buy themselves according to my previously commanded process, though your trial like this must be ineffective.", but he after all didn't stop any his trial to make me their cooperator since I was forced to sleep until I was forcibly gotten out from his man's car for taking me back to my original staying place as beside my using small hotel, though consequently his trial to convince me to be a member of his syndicate was stumbled, his speech to persuade me of his own idea was not reducing its confident power, in fact he said to me like next.


"Consequently, global order thing must be at each occasion, only arbitrarily made for the present, though even if more than a year and half war could have been running and that conclusion hunch is never expectable, probably its outcome must be so so, in other words, R◯ss◯◯ will win substantially in terms of its own military power strength. Probably, not damaging excessively defeated Ukr◯◯n, any west sided camp belongings will debate secretly, and some reconciliation necessity abiding persuation must be made at mutual implicit consensus as not damaging moreover necessarily Ukr◯◯n◯, and for making both sides peaceful solution abiding expiration of war, its suggestion will be done from both sides, because war's moreover miserably sustainable development will devastate global any order, any country's head must consider in future expectation, you know." 
To his very exceptionally talkative Craig's own speech to me, I tried to show my skeptical view to him, ironically saying, "So what?", and I was waiting for his reaction, but unexpectedly he at very composed attitude claimed like nex


 "What you wanna say to me is at least to me, well known as I expected around you since several years ago, until this moment, but consider so carefully, this these days global order's very seen contradicorily nature could be reformed, so stark, who could picture in mind? We are not so amateur organization, far from it, very considerably well deliberately schemed global syndicate, though these global order conditioned realities must never be so easily improved by any stronger authority nor powered organization, never yet, that ideally regarded typed identified presence must never be found nor made, probably everlastingly, you know.", then, I instantly reacted to his very decedent own attitude, saying to him, directly not pretending any obedient attitude, " So what?" again.
Nevertheless, unexpectedly he at rather very composed confident attitude, " What you now try to emphasize is very easily understandable, but your probably mindfully believable course or life stance could be after all so fragile and only tiny persuasion could be done to anybody, because whole global deplomatic realities must never be made at your mindfully held own idealistic deal nor so, because even if any country for instance R◯ss◯◯ and Ukr◯◯n◯ at unexpected long term warfare should be suppressed at well satisfied reconciliatory solution, both sides own damage will be dragged, for both countries, for not so near future days never yet until far future, though no country, no organization will have the best solvable idea nor output it in nearer future, you know. This truth must fall under any riot, popularities dissatisfied emotional trial or so at any country these days, so universally, in fact, consequently, any disordered situation must never be solved by any powerful authority, but after all, only both relevant one's own effort must enfeeble these days screwed up situation, though, particularly the presence like you should commit not any sided own constantly never disappeared stable business, but really realized presence now is, like us, hostile both countries' own dropped out members recruited at own salvation as main our syndicate business will be the most stable socially guaranteed position. Don't you understand so well, do you?"
And he had own neat breathing in front of me, and tried to conclude his theory explanation, saying to me, 
"Our syndicate is waiting for the ones like you, because I already had known that your ever engaged business around mine workers recruiting and procuring business at S◯uth Afr◯c◯ either was never whole so clean content business, just yourself are well known to yourself, aren't you, what makes you so claim only justice abiding own moralistic goodness? Rather we want to know that your now taking own justice stance to us, what makes you so pure minded idea on now you?"


To his very well convincible speech, for some breathing moments, I lost any appropriate counterattacking words for him, though for a while I kept silence around the debate with him.
That moment his men certainly five ones from next to next, served gorgeous dinner to me, and we are at that hosting gorgeous feast at talking, for some while. Excluding his offensive acts in his managing his illegal syndicate, certainly his talk content was very attractive and necessarily amused my spirit at relatively exhausted days my own spiritual fatigue.
But afterward I carefully recollected, for that feast served any food and drink, his intentional easily sleeping effective materials were seen injected, and I was naturally robbed any clear consciously recollective those days any moment's occurence on me at intentional hostage as own typed confinement, but this was my emphasis made to him as my counterattacking opinion, even if I was deleted by his conspiracy, already my own crews unit must go on to own spontaneous investigating and outputting of useful information obtainable achievement also from that term of my confinement on, even if I will never return to my unit crews spot, by themselves in replacement with Sophia for my absence. Because since two years ago in the year's autumn, I desperately trained them all with any content so creatively for forcibly wearing them own survival and intelligence collecting activity's own harvesting specified skill only professional undercover should have been wearing. 


And, after all, that day, after I was recovering my own consciousness, my staying location was the one I, several days ago, was kidnapped, after passing my no consciousness given night, just after my consciousness was recovered, the place was my first kidnapped location, I clearly could know the fact.
I was made forcibly get out of their using car as taking back kidnapped hostage to the location originally illegal offending was done by them, and after I could confirm that their used car was not confirmed at remotely diffused the car's identity, at least from my view extent, I in the end, after several days passed, took back my ever had normal days' reality.
I immediately reported through my terminal ( necessarily any evidential picture information was never recorded because until I was sent to the first kidnapping done location, my terminal was taken to their hands). 
My very vague memory, as my forcibly slept with contained drag in their serving food and drink, had certainly only unfocused memorized content left in my brain's memory, but certainly at the last moment my consciousness had been made fuzzy, Craig was saying to me, surely, "My recruiting trial around you has won't end so easily, because you are so excellently well trained superior personal agent employed by formal agents in C◯A, though this time our defiant trial toward you was only beginning, rather more progressed it will launch at this moment, you know."




(Irregularly continued)




Aug. 5th.   2023



Appendix; This novel masterpiece is merely fiction.