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Sea of Woman Part 40 Return and Loss ⑱

Half a year was passing, my country was moreover becoming that very many espionage agents from many countries were roaming secretly, but once we'd been habitual around that kind of realities, so strangely, we to that were apt not to attend horror, to us, being accustomed with any situation is very spooky phenomenon in terms of mentality. 


However, simultaneously, the country as the adjacent territory as peninsula was sporadically threatened our country's security with misfiles as ballistic typed one and showed their own distorted pride of dictatorship nation. That history was about 80 years, it shows that they were rogues in the country, never as democratic country had been, nevertheless, anytime, they deterred their attacking to us directly in infinitely approachable point but not going over it, though tomorrow they won't attack our country, but only sporadically shows us some threatening posture, only bluffing, in spite of that they were so disgusting. 


That summer was as usual very hotter around unpleasant index, but to me, the year was passed through only checking security around that guard persons dispatch company building security checking and confirming seemingly dangerously regarded ones as usual days were spent on my daily life. 


That was about one day in those kinds my daily life, you know. I was visiting Mr. Cal Michael and after some not doing days, about Kaede's kindergarten I consulted to him, he immediately introduced me the kindergarten which ever he managed but afterward handed over to his younger generation familiar friend at his ever studying university, and relatively nearer to our residence, he introduced me, though I took Kaede to that kindergarten, she as kindergarten female principal showed that she liked my Kaede, she instantly asked Kaede so easy questioning and they were all easy content, she answered them all appropriately,  she told her, "You passed those tests."


Meanwhile, Sumire got her job at convenient store as one of vicinity of our residential condominium building, and really worked there, and FB86 acquired her job at Budo training Dojo for adult citizens, she teaches adult ordinary citizens Judo, Aikido, Karate tasty protecting skills for own body in safety, specifically reacting any request by them, according to each client's request, in any time zone for each client, she launched going to the dojo. 


The days taking Kaede to kindergarten and welcoming going home her at the same day in iteration was started on my daily life.


That was at the next day of already mentioned day at former paragraph sentences. I was demanded to discern one man as to me, known as pretending guy of primary school teacher, by one visiting police officer, and I reacted  as acknowledged stance and at police station, through glass seen from us, but from confirmed suspects in chain not that done, though, at third unit of men, one man in the five ones was definitely the man I once met before, though I indicated so to the officer, and that day, I was allowed to go home only with that procedure. 


Next was at more next day for my discerning asked day. When I welcomed Kaede to home from kindergarten with train, at walking after using train to her welcoming, because I had no car, I had an identified consciousness around the false primary schlool teacher at the latter part of the train car I got in, for so short moment, my sense shouted at the discovery, nevertheless, the one must be confined at police station jail room. However, that sensed moment was very short, I reconsidered around it in judging that my only illusion made me think so, or not. Nevertheless, as usual, when I checked my own guard person dispatching company building for identifying no suspicious move and skeptically entering one, and after finishing it, I headed for the my company building's vicinity park in which frequently rapist for woman was witnessed, though unexpectedly, either that moment, I witnessed the primary school teacher in question, on the pavement belong the park estate, the once met and certainly witnessed. 


 The false primary teacher was at least to my perception, there I could witness certainly, I had the self confidence, but simultaneously, otherwise, because my own spiritual fatigue, I was entering in some mentally, spiritually, mad state as pscyciatric own pathological mad conditioned, that suspicious idea made me head for ward hall (after informed the matter to my company President honestly) and introduced some credible mental doctor as psychiatrist at some credible madhouse attached own mental clinic in the Metropolitan ward I lived. 



(Irregularly continued)





Aug. 23rd.  2023