No matter where I can head for, after arrival to the place, no easy emotion must be there at least to me. But what makes me so is unidentified. 

From the beginning, being composed at staying one specific place can never match my life stance, otherwise, merely very unpleasantly felt on me at staying at fixed location. 

But necessarily, I am never the one whose pedigree was immigrant or so. 
Only personal disposition or so, that could be to some extent on me. 

Even if I have no place to stay, my mind can settle at someplace else I can cling on to. 
Necessarily settling at now place is not that pleasant nor not that suitable to me, but necessarily I am not qualified with the option request.

None the less, that totalled emotion won't be diffused everlastingly at least at my own lifetime.

I am never immigrant nor so clever settler in my country, but to that my life fact, I am never so pessimistic around being so, because moving from one to another is not that bad on my mind. 

Place to stay, place to settle, or somewhat place to watch crystal string on human mind is the sole my ease on my life. 

Former two items will be illusion on my lifetime, but that'd be not that sinister on me, because I am constantly running lifetime with thinking, deliberating and percolating any integral essence of life, you know.

Easy emotion, easy mind not only on me, but also you, only it's my hope anytime in my life.

(Irregularly continued)

Aug. 24th.    2023