I had been some wield sensed awareness around obviously witnessed by somebody so skeptically e.g. to some obviously differentiated own spooky creature for ordinary ones, that symptom had been made since I was trying to find my own fellow at least at this extraordinary situation, not lost one specifically attending own solitude could be shared as even if I was not telling my true situation, some similar typed isolated circumstance could be told, what kind of other one should suit at that role, I desperately considered day by day, those days, one obviously skeptical watcher to me was discovered by my own sixth sense, daily life notice emergently informs, that own preventively self protective sense ejaculated serially those days, because someone's eyes were anytime injecting to my side all the time, at least when I was go out from my residence, particularly at walking on the road side pavement, or city zone downtown walking time either.

At one day, I for a while behind the bush, to one unidentified probably very old man at least than me who chased me remotely 100m behind me, I tried to deceive my speedily run away from his watch, though backward to me, the older man was trying to sprint over fake running away from him, and I so well made myself hidden at a bush shadow not watchable for any chaser behind me, and after the one went through the bush I was hiding with its prosperous leaves making some coolr shade at midsummer, the one just at the moment passed beside my hiding bush, and after the one went through over my hiding bush position, his whole back body was confirmed, I tried to follow the one immediately and gripping his both shoulders from his back, I tried to kick his back and buttocks so strongly up at damaging his walking pace as crippled into falling down, as I expected so, he actually fell down to the ground. I for the past doing, trained any kind of Budo with Judo, Karate and Aikido at University ages. 

At the moment, he instinctively ejaculated at echoing so louder voice and in screamably crying, "Ouch!"  Though I momentarily reduced my power to squash him, but at the moment, he violently tried to grip my neck and squeezed my neck around back and forth, though I desperately counterattacked his body, kicking his stomach and with my hand, I hit his head top and both sides, though he showed blooding from his nose, forehead and cheeks and at a stretch fell down to the ground, though watching his perfectly swooned state, at a stretch I tried to escape the site, before police officer will be coming to the site for arresting me, I launched sprinting on the road heading for small forests chain paralleled geographically positioned along the river. And desperately I sook after some sewer pipes or so for making me invisibly for any following one at the occasion.
Though very fortunately one bigger sewer pipe for me to enterable state was clearly seen to my view, though suddenly I dashed down from small knoll to the river attending small watershed advantageously seen at least to me, for hiding my body for a while,  though after a while, some plural ones' own small voices were certainly heard, it might have been some witnessing one's testimony and own formally voice to hear the one's talk, and several minutes the same situation was made serially, but suddenly somebody said "Thank you for making testimony, there, please come home, sir." though after all, the one was witnessing my and his fighting appearance, and to him, testimony ended and the asking police officer thanked at saying so. 

Surely, that occasion, I smartly evaded his my notice around otherwise he had own doubt around me if I were not forgetting, able one for recollecting those ten years globally shared historical running recorded by archive, but personally all were at brain memory domain. But that own their skeptical chasing to me was never over, none the less, gradually persistence strength was getting stronger moreover to me. 

In commuter train jammed with so many commuters, one strongly mustle tension proudly displayable woman like worrier, gazed at my appearance so skeptically and tried to chase my walking appearance at my back certainly I was sensed her so strongly skeptical watchable beam so instinctively. 
Anyway, I dashed to door side and after it opened, I immediately started to sprint home side to escalator into exit of the station, anyway I tried to escape her vigilant chasing to me, desperately killing her full-throttled sprinting after my escaping was directly my back skin sensed so delicately, and anyway I tried to concentrate only evading her capture. 

(Irregularly continued)

Sep. 10th.    2023