At capturing and hitting the following suspicious guy, I tried to make him not damaged so much in taking care of leaving handkertif and some towel around falling one's side, and immediately I left the site and a woman standing by me was also following me as she regarded me as some credibly trustful, otherwise, also she had certain memory around ordinarily lost 10 years memory around herself. 

At that moment, surely I got some own peace of mind around being beside her, at so irritated situation at least for me. But simultaneously, to the woman, I also had some small not believable idea, otherwise she also could be spying agent for investigating my thing as not forgotten, recollective abled one in any losing reality for anybody except me, but to it, I felt too excessively skeptical to believe any other one, the mind also was attatched to my idea as well. 

After all, winking at our shareable reality but not mutually confirming any individual circumstance, we mutually showed own farewell greeting only at winking with mutual eyes, we instantly had each personal action as getting into originally attended idea and habit and we'd never see again mutually, and that was not that bad to us, you know.

After all, in having some flabbergasted minded mentality, I desperately tried to hide my own circumstance and took commuter train for crediting membership of memory taking back national project one private recollection regenerating project mental training lesson school, I subscribed that membership and my mind headed for consciously enjoying at participating in the same object shareable mind with any fellow in the training lesson school. And I wanna assimilate myself with any other ordinarily losing memory circumstances one.

However, after all, I had been accustomed with evading any popularity any gathering massive jammed zone and own occasion for gathering, in other words, I tried to be anytime so personally moving and spending time almost all one day, everyday. In other words, trying not to be concerned with any specific group action as much as possible I could.

（Irregularly continued)

Sep. 23rd.   2023