As your the best hit song's own lyrics description, you were seen at least to me very excentricly psychiatric woman, but that appearing image was just your creating Pop song's message for enlightening any audience that human mind has own nega and posi as own twisted duality as multiple personalized side, but in immanence of your mind constantly holds as your intrinsic humane idea is probably genuinely pure hearted, though you simply had some horrible mind around my presence, you know.

But you also will be aged and get older, now only pure hearted state could last, you think so, is it but so everlastingly sustainable on your stance, so really?

You are some very imbalanced spiritual not perfectly carnally adult lady but simultaneously not that only pure hearted girl like person anymore. That's so rigidly undeniable fact on your true appearance, you see.

Simply, you are scared of my own approaching way on you, at least to your mind, the apperance can be seen wierd, only the thing makes you to evade my direct message to you as a desire to want to own your mind as lover, you know.

But probably, around my those ideas, you must be nonchalant around dealing with mine, far from it, you'd be so cool as you are constantly so. Because that your nature must have dragged very numerous fans of you, but that sustenance has no guarantee to be held so forever. 

Nevertheless, you are never so irritate around it, rather your that quality must make you so confident, but also you will have some so harder times to get over with your own perseverance, but now you are too young to be aware of it now so soon.

(Irregularly continued)

Sep. 25th.    2023