Ned was not a type for not creating so good masterpiece very depressed as an author, though essentially, not that good feeling is already accustomed, but sometimes he though that masterpieces are never so integral, but rather so tiny recollective matter triggering some meeting is more impressive. But probably that is not relevant with author job completion necessity, though reporting thing is not exceptional.

But truly, for him, only pursuit to truth is so integral, anytime he asked himself and got no answering. Just time time his interested and involved the most significant matter is probably knowing some socially irrestibly attached own realities. Middle aged ones have no mazed feeling nor no unstable minded time, that is perfect lie. He just thought so.

He had some hesitant feeling around more involving himself into dangerous investigation only ordinarily police organization can address to, so actually. Nevertheless, as an author of novels, reporting essays or so, Ned was very curious around only police organization well known intelligence, and involving himself with those so dangerous things was not that different dimensional item for him, actually.

Ever frequently visiting that game arcade warehouse building was as there was, but its managing function was closed at stopping business by owner, that made Nad some so time passing very instantly running appearance so emotionally. On the other hand, very clandestinely schemed own illegal business amusement by many ones with underground syndicates and the temporsrily employed devilish one's own unnecessary passion must have made Ned mind so horrifically vigilant attitude and emotion at his personal life survival. He anytime attended knife or kind of replacement with arm as some stiff iron material when he walked around city zone. That was either instinct specially authors are apt to have in mind, he thought so as well. 

But, very unexpected informing was done, that was at October middle term. 

　　　
　　　
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George felt that police organization by itself had concealed some not obviously publicizable facts as illegal syndicate concern matters, and in it, either he was just controlled only for some decoy, making the decoy role one unaware of it, that very dirty upper class officers and high class ones' own agreeable secerecy were unconsciously sense also for George' s sixth senses. But even if he thinks so, no other concerning method at least at now won't be found, only the hunch was made, though he abondonned these inference, and anyway he made up his mind to address only ordered mission for perfect completion. And unexpectedly, even police organization could never know totaled syndicate true condition and these days situation neither.

Anyway, recently he had own self-confidence around personally investigating and exactly catching own proof around syndicate boss conspiratory ideas and to it, necessary transaction as police organization, at the matter of fact, he was very evaluated at his discovery to the tunnel path probably for emengently sheltering any syndicate necessary VIPs for a while, in kept time, they prepared for escaping helicopter for the ones, and in fact very clandestine investigation was done with George guidance and his researched data analysis by Police organization scientific analysis laboratory's precise investigating result made him promotion at next annual, though in fact, his motivation was in frank the maximally the peak for his carreer. His informed discovery for syndicate conspiracy was urging Police officers to investigate never been known to any their member at midnight, daytime, morning time zone, with precise data analysis, at time zone in the state no watcher could never approach was assumed, and very secretly done, and any footprint as somebody must have used was perfectly proved, and necessarily George's promotion was ascertained, though his daily motivation was at climax peak nature.

He at vacation, once almost broken heart by his lover, as he was promised with his promotion by superior officers according to his remarkable evidencing discovery, he tried to remedy and rehabilitate as it was so affectionate to each other until his very darkened slump term coming, and after very long period at absence of mutual contacting, he made up his mind to contact her again and he really called her phone, though she was reacting through her terminal, "Now my lover is not already you, my sweetheart is by my side, though please do never contact me again, not only so but forevermore, and she immediately cut their own conversation through their terminals. To it, for the first time, George was shocked, but unexpectedly he could rehabilitated his depressed emotion and mentality which was dragged by his love to her in completely broken state, because at the matter of fact, to him, in police station around and his home with his mother as father was dead at a day in several years ago, his settling local residents have own matching lover candidate were there at not do few numbers, though his depression was not that continuing unexpectedly, in other words, in his life, for the first time, he was at climbing up to more higher degree position, socially and mentally for his spiritual sanitation necessity as man's life's very necessary item in life and job career. 

(Irregularly continued)

Oct. 8th.    2023