For some serially while, the same state was made to us, but at one day, in my country, newly developed degree social own mood was certainly confirmed to anybody. That was on the earth, globally, investigating only perfectly recollective ones like me and the common life spending old lady, with any kind of daily reaction to governmentally scheming thing, we two were merely constantly having very conscious meeting and very secretly mutually thought for method to know very finitely but must be existing not losing ones as a decade memory, and mutually having some so strictly stiff solidarity for keeping us with them in only easy safety.

Nationally the most universally audience acquisitive broadcasting organization had made one bulletins that government formally acknowledged national secret police for finding out the exceptional citizens whose mind has 10 years any memory not diffused. The Gestapo tasty secret police organization was obtained so decisive popularity by many national citizens.

With the news content, I and my accompanying old lady were together making up our minds never to tell our own circumstances. And necessarily, our own stance to any reported on air news content, so vigilant watch and gazing mind in no careless catching were taken into our own notice as emergency reaction for securing our own safety, and I at the matter of fact, the globally any government was overcome by merely skeptically mind and human being by itself could be confused at finding no the effective method for escaping from own skepticism to some not made recollective contents in 10 years lost at ordinary state ones and the own skepticism must be those days human society's own limitation of justice and own fair and correctly taken idea stance, because after all, any government was caught by only jealousy to any memory ordinarily not losing ones. And that those days human social narrow minded state was very miserably disappointed two of us as the elegant old lady and me. "Truly, in these days, on the earth, only you and me are not losing any memory in these ten years, are us?" Old lady talked to me so, at evening time I expired my job as part time job of translating of some practical professional academic knowledge necessary papers at some city zone office I discovered afterward human global society lost suddenly one decade memory at a stretch. To her that mentioning, "Probably, there must have been those ones like me at any country, but they all are merely the identical circumstance of us, though they either tried not to be discovered their own circumstance like us, you know."

We together at the matter of fact, for concealing our own not memory lost fact, trying to participate in the national memory holders finding out project positively, but that action must make us own regret around necessarily unnecessarily innocent ones' lives so traumatizing and hurting so much, thus immediately the idea was rejected by our own conscientious mind. "That kind of act of betrayal won't be made by us, you know." My mutually settling gentle old lady said to me, so mercifully, though I also regretted that idea once holding myself. 

Everyday, TV broadcasting programs actively made on air around desperately discovering memory not losing ones, but they could hardly find out truly not memory losing ones. Almost cases were misunderstanding arresting and, others were spontaneously committed a suicaide at confined jail or cell at any publicly controlling facilities by police organization.

(Irregularly continued)

Oct. 29th.   2023