Consciousness is not so strictly fixed at any distracting thing to us, personally. After all mind by itself to some strict meaning, very ambiguous. Because any matter around our own mind and each momentary emotional idea constantly stems our own idea from running so easily. 

Rather not so strictly fixed own each momentary atmosphere and mood are anytime so visibly appear to our heart and brain. 

Very ironically, not that fixed idea or things held in mind share the volume in our brain, and after all, those are so massively stable, though we are very whimsical believer to anything.

On the other hand, after all, fixed ideas or so could be unexpectedly so exceptional, and even so tiny and not that important small things are many in our mind, actually.

It is so really true, isn't it?

What we regard strangely slimy is rather very persistently attached into our own mind, because we are not that so easily generous to everything, you know. Not only that but also what we regard so solid is very slimy. 

Those cognitive probability in our mind unexpectedly so often and assured of it, our own mind either catch those so. 

After all, any seen important world thing and not that thing to us are never so gapped, that view is not that wrong to our own life spending time. 

Any impressively stocked memory content is probably very accidentally given and not that consciously taken into account, that so lazy and nature of inertia are confirmed so strictly. 

Each stocked idea is at own dimensional territory, but that each gap is not that integral to us, ordinarily, and it's the another very convincing fact to us, you know. 

In fact, actually, we all are never so strong minded nor so sturdily brave to anything. 

Certainly, consciousness has several typed ones. And to each of them, we are never so seriously categorize nor analyze so strictly. In other words we are ordinarily anytime so lazy at being conscious about everything. 

And actually indeed, one is very obviously clarified cognitive truth and really often happening thing. 
But another is very exceptionally very metaphorically given ideas and emotional mind. 

Latter is occasionally very considerably dragged ideas or so. 

But that's not all, one another is neither materialistic nor notional, very unidentified idea, that must be present occasionally, but hardly be analyzed, the typed idea also shared at not that small share. 

In conclusion, we are never perfectly known even to our own self thing as truly hopeful idea and very emergently necessary one neither.

Only the idea is anytime left to my mind after some conscious considerable minded time.

(Irregularly continued)

Dec. 24th.     2023