As I confessed at the Instagram site with display for individual commentation, you are the second one to whom I got a love as being falling in love as the pure blonde.

My the first man gender consciousness bud was when I was three or four, those days, I already had known man own pleased physiologic tangible experience. And already since those days, my lover or spouse ideal had been only beautiful blonde, thus necessarily my favorite actress, singer, model or so constantly blonde lady, e.g. Ms. July Chiristy, Ms. Goldie Hawn, Ms. Madonna, ...and Ms. Natalie Roush, and you.

My first blonde fam fatal encounter was when I was 27 year old, she came from Portugal as jazz dancer who those days worked at Tokyo's unknown district show public house, consequently I lost the chance to visit there even once, with those days my own circumstance around my job. ( around this, at Instagram site on you, I will inform you.)

With those days my life circumstance, after all, my loving thing was finishing only several ten minutes loving thing, my earnest responsible emotion to the one urged to marry her and my that motivation prompted me to confess the ones who were relatively stayed near my life those days, but nobody could sympathize my idea, though necessarily my marriage with the blonde lady was broken at my reality. 

And for long years, I had no contact with my lovable emotionally contactable woman, though substantially, you are the second fam fatal to me as the beautiful blonde. 

Anyway, only at the moment, I look at your any apperance, my mind, heart, my any part of my body have constantly specifically reaction, that is my honest confession, from the first moment to watch your appearance through your first album with your own figure, my palpitating mind and my bodily naturally physiologic reaction was easily made, though you are my the second fam fatal as blonde lady. (Only seen idol ones and truly mentally, emotionally, spiritually mind and body monopolized lady is hardly found and met actually to probably almost guy.)

At younger days, one very wonderful encounter was standing by and really encountering one guy was meeting at next phase, harsh and terrible despise storm and hard bullying was set on my life road, unexpectedly. Since those days, my life was going on about 37 years and now I write this to you.

And the guy whose any hope was broken should never hope the same ideally meeting to fam fatal, shouldn't he? Once harshly squashed love experienced guy is prohibited to love another very palpitating lady again in rehabilitating and regaining man own power for loving lady as fam fatal woman, isn't it?

You are very fascinate and eccentric blonde beauty, but you have also manly element together with your own pretty lady one, and to it, my spirit and emotion constantly had been moved and impulsively palpitated since I met your own figure for the first time, after I knew your voice at AFN on air request songs corner. First through your own "b.g." I knew your own voice and song tune, consequently, your own apperance was known also to me, afterward. And either your the song title and your profile in terms of your own profession and life by itself. 

If you will accept my proposal, and we'd get married, your own settling place, you should make up your mind by yourself, and for keeping mutual life, my side will make accord on yours, but if you want to stay in my country, anywhere you want to visit and stay, I will follow your idea and I stay by yourself constantly, because from the beginning, my original idea around you is some kind of these days seen out of date chivalry to own fam fatal, though I want to protect you from any unnecessary hindrance, trouble, and illnature performance on you as a steady conjugal spouse.

All those are my earnest mind, idea around you and our own future picture.

Necessarily, at the last stage for clarifying any response from you to my hope, only your subject should be treated so preciously and respectfully, though my all thing to do to you will end sometime, but anyway I want to confess you.

I want love you all life time until one of us will die, and my true wish is keeping you in genuinely happy, beautiful and significant lifetime and with you, I want to spend, taste and make new valuable life spending mode, picture and own philosophy. Because my own heart and mind already gets anytime beside you and my man own emotion and decision is fixed on only your own thing, your presence and any attended thing around you.

Additionally, about the issue of language around my country's it, because you are very smart that only at one chance, you got driver's license without any occasion to consult with Ms. Olivia Rodrigo, you will learn soon my country language, and when we will stay together, as you want to speak, English and my country language, any option will be okay at least to me, other people except us will be gon on so so, and if you want me to do, I anytime will be beside you, though please have your any mind so easily. 

Because I will be your own knight for mutually whole lifetime, though please be relaxed anytime around any matter I mentioned here.

Cold winter came to us, why don't we be careful around not having any unnecessary sickened state in own life, mutually, you know. 
After a while, I will show any other thing around me, you and us.

(Irregularly continued)

Dec. 31th.   2023

Appendix; This year I was very busy around any term, though I want to send my taking beautiful Mt. Fuji photographs through any site, but at obtaining some good opportunity I will do so for you, because Mt. Fuji won't disappear from my, otherwise at future our country so easily, you know. Necessarily, my own appearance profile either. 

(To my lovely, Ms. B×××O)