To us, what we will be satisfied with and any other one will be done so are constantly very seriously gapped mutually. That truth does never discriminate anybody. 

In doing anything, probably to us, own satisfied standard must work out, nevertheless, anytime we are in  being drifted in the air at knowing nothing around any other one could want to witness and accept in rejoice, but the conjecture won't be gotten into the assimilated order, but very mutually gapped, that difference makes occasionally cheered in deeply minded to us, but simultaneously very sadly never rewarded at doing anything, the iteration is just our own daily life truth and absolutely major facts.

No matter where we are going to head for, no matter whom we will meet, that own gap must be attached in our own anxious mind so everlastingly. 
From the beginning, to us, world, the earth by itself could be unidentifued essence filled own enigmatic presence. 

At any occasion, any place, gap, gap, gap only not that perfectly accorded own difference is visibly coming and appearing in front of our own mind and spirit, indeed. 

Nevertheless, once all the must to doing passed, no any indigested thing could be left, that occasion is not that exceptional. That thing makes us somewhat regained in cheered some mind, we can confirm. 

The reality proves us that we all are besieged with each wall around our own distance felt to any other one. Nevertheless, very exceptionally, that own barrier could be seen eliminated, that moment rarely comes to our mind, so exceptionally in miraculous moment.

After all, excessively wanting to get accord to anybody, the absolutely irreplaceable setback stands by our own hurrying coming to the one. Setback is anytime easily popping up that own face and complexion.

Any kind of gap in heavily each remotely felt bombardment around disaccord filled sea is just what we are surrounded as our the sole reality, though basically to us, absolute harmonized marriage around any aiming act to complete must never exist, only the fact is absolute premise around surviving any difficulty for us to confront and face in front of our own eyes and mind by itself.

Gap field is the true appearance of our own world.

But in it, only among the fields, we can have rejoice and sadness as whole emotionally given things to meet is signified.

(Irregularly continued)

Jan. 26th.     2024