If beginning is absolutely given, probably also ending must have been prepared a priori. 

However, if we are never given originally launching time, probably no ending infighting must manage us so utterly.

To us, point is indicated one guide, we only can discover so subconscious guidance's invitation to us. Personally and publicly.

From the beginning, our mind by itself can never be so concrete nor very obviously clarified at having any idea, because from the beginning, our mind must have been installed at our own body for calculating any uncertainty abiding own reality into guided own conclusion for making us action practically in our own reality. 

Though originally, our mind by itself must have been essentially very ambiguously never neatly arranged identity. Those rather very contradictory functioned reality at each occasion, trying to rearrange our own besieged situation by itself can be our own life stepping and walking thing,non other words, every action made by us must be some reaction to reality in which all us are besieged with. 

Thus, simply we can have an allegory that our mind is simply previously equipped as own thing, but occasionally very convenient sensor to every externally made phenomenon.

However, that sensor must have own reluctance and denial to every emergently taking place thing. After all, to us, some own self body and mind sustainably keeping desire is equipped as e.g. Freud was advocating ever, but to it, we can never measure so precisely, and that mind room could never be held so perfectly, because we always are busy at reacting every externally made thing at each occasion.

Certainly, to our mind itself, if we can regard or interpret its own nature, that is definitely sensor to any externally made thing. But on the other hand, our mind by itself can be to us, the most attached and integrally core part for us, because only it recognized us as the own presence, no other thing including any other person is not that role given thing. 

Thus, to us, our own mind is the exact identity to recognize us as the own presence. And it is precedent to social role cognition, because the mind is the first our presence premise to any life thing dealing occasion. That is the gate for the participation in our own society. 

(Irregularly continued)

Jan. 26th.    2024