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Mirage Out of the blue Floating in front of My Eyes // Climax chapter to Finale ηη.

Craig was surely talking like next as well. That was in his pirate tasty insertion to my terminal  as guerrila strategy as remote convention disturbance, we all were obliged to quit accidentally any discussion. And only to my own terminal, he constantly appeared and that time as the most recently, the latest time, he said to me, 


"R◯ss◯◯n Ukr◯n◯ invasion war  will be arbitrarily ceased only through U◯A armistice request, and light toned advice to President P◯t◯n. Because also in U◯A, many R◯ss◯◯n and Ukr◯n◯◯n pedigree ancestor families. But for keeping Ch◯n◯'s own pride as the necessary face publicly, U◯ must convince also Ch◯n◯, but U◯'s own harsh retaliating bombardment to his own damaged facilities incidents' mastermind as Middle East own East Camps belonging Muslim countries facilities in extreme degree of retaliation is out of order, thus that pointed out incidents signified matter is another subject, at least to my view and in terms of truly fair and equality abiding absolute justice."


After all, he wanted to claim that any precise strategy in conclusion, in front of global hegemonical reality will be squashed into useless impractical proposition. And necessarily, as well as Capitalism logics, any unit and belonging reality for composing members and membership must have own class social reality, though as well as investors, each class one has own discourse and philosophy.


Craig's ideas were constantly explicitly excluding any unwritten law, to him, that two letters were never existing, I clearly knew his own stance especially afterward I was trapped and kidnapped at the first time in P◯k◯st◯n, and second kidnapping in M◯n◯m◯-K◯w◯g◯ch◯k◯ m◯ch◯ was at least to me, not that shocked thing, because I'd already known to his own idea, so well minutely.


Anyway, according to Z's own commanding content information, this time delux liner from Y◯k◯h◯m◯ to S◯n Fr◯nc◯sc◯ probably will be persecuted at very secretly and never having any journalism as previously strictly bilaterally press regulation will be done on two countries, though necessarily very bigger almost wirepullers as VIP will use that almost all time party form that shipping travel.


However, at my those days residence ( I had been switching several times my residence in those days J◯p◯n staying, even if it'd be short stay, not using hotel, but residence owning was very integral for never being doubted by any other citizen), my mind frequently had Craig's own conspiratory ideas, how could he have next idea, and so stark, what have made him do so, what was so definite reason to make him so so long years? Only those questioning had been coming and going so infinitely in my deeply immanent mind. 
From the beginning, he could have been born that typed insane citizen, that idea also dominated my mind immanence. He for the first time was seen at least to me, some trickster tasty being. But it could have been error idea or misunderstanding around defining his own nature and identity. 


Otherwise, his idea around globally embodies ideal was extraordinarily gigantic and surely his talent and own brain intellectuality deserved that minded ideas and practically realizing ability. Nevertheless if his doing can be assessed so at composed mind and carefully analyzed, he was seen certainly only abnormal ideas accompanying only insane citizen, nevertheless, simultaneously to my mind, also not that easily despising element at least around rating his presence's significance and identity, that idea could come to my mind as well, and in fact, to it, my mind constantly made me and my brain irritated and distressed so much. And it must prove that I was one of very normally ordinary citizens, and I must never be like him at any rate, that idea also was made in my mind those days to my life spending days. 


Anyway, in accepting any precise intelligent data from Z, and from all members, I got many collected data around any kind of his doing possible, probable inference and conjecture, after all my those days life was running only for standing by at emergent call by Z and almost time was spent only at staying my those days K◯w◯g◯◯ residence. 


At least until one emergent call from Z was made for me.



(Irregularly continued)




Feb. 9th.    2024