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Mirage Out of the blue Floating in front of My Eyes // Climax chapter to Finale μμ.

When I was engaged in researching, investigating any necessary data for contributing the client for us all as C◯A headquarters, and I recollected his face even at my working time, and talking content as well. All were through incidentally made as very frequently Craig's pirate tasty hacking with insertion of his face in my crystal liquid screen of my using terminal, but the content was my own curios content as well.


Probably to the position Charlie Crag specifically had with his own circumstance, as his claiming, to him, only pleasant criminal can be left on his taking strategy, that truth can be easily interpreted. Because he is even criminal, for the present he also is one of U◯ citizen, though even to him, minimal The U◯A citizen consciousness can be remained in deeply immanence of him. He was one of typical loser whose past achievement was better and regarded never so small at least for general standard abiding evaluation, but rather that never superior than any other truly gigantic succcessful ones with Chat G◯C's Altm◯n CEO or so, that own inferior complex could have dragged him into doing nasty pleasant criminal as his the sole given status, that crooked and skeptical consciousness was made on his deeply subconscious mind. 


After all, to us, these several years, all our doing thing must have own chatting or kind of strange shooting game we had nothing but it, that impression can be easily generated so autonomously in my immanent ideas or so. Even if any mean and dirty method could have been embodied, those will be forgiven rather than neclear weapons usage, more seen so generously forgiven, that idea was obviously laid on his mind and his own minimal justice idea. But at least to my mind, anyway, Tania was constantly emerging in my mind, though as much as possible earlier, to me, reunion with her will be made on my reality, only that wishing mind was raised so strongly. 
And what made me think so must have been derived from any hard operation can be trained so maximally necessarily, unexpectedly even any seen difficultly seemed hard operation could be gradually at least to us personally seen not that severe mission, only accustomed degreed not that hard mission, that impression and our accepting idea can be born so autonomously according to trained degree uprising.  


 
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After all, we all were reaching own consensus around how we will engage ourselves in own Craig conspiratory anything suppressing or missioning content at some specified object syndicate boss Craig was scheming around next phase he conceived in his mind, that could be probably delux liner pickpocketing, but necessarily very unexpected another case should be taken into account as well, though we were unexpectedly very busy at researching anything around his acting data in any past period, thus we all were almost day by day, and night and day, only researching and analyzing through any kind of soft we at each occasion get through any kind of market, thus perfectly everybody had insomniac, because in a day, several ten minutes sleepable occasion by itself was hardly coming to us all. And daytime we use our time for gymnastic training at gimnagium❇️, namely I reserved and rented local gimnagium many month in advance, and went there together and six hours trained so desperately, started immediately noon passed. 


Though necessarily, to any member, after care for diffusing any kind of exhaustion was very integral thus each one had been relaxed with any kind of private facility, eithe did I. Each one personally found any kind of relaxing time acquisitive place and occasion, I frequently used Sauna or so at T◯ky◯ district several facilities in turn with each featured option at each occasion.
Anyway, at any rate, Craig's conspired cases were all candidly claiming that contemporary society after all gigantic tacit capital could tempt any personal citizen to be satisfied with small incentive any enterprise tricked to tempt small power citizens to abandon any gigantic ambition in exchange for obtaining small that satisfaction. Because any individual citizen only can do so, no more other powerful ambition could never be embodied, that own inactive philosophy is obviously schemed by him, thereby, he had recruited so continuously any kind of middle class employees wives, middle class management employees to get them accustomed with almost professional pickpocketing techniques. After all, making that incentive applied for recruiting them, on the contrary, he grapples with cheating middle class citizens for taking advantage of using them at cheaper cost, and he by himself had completed at cooperating with blackened market global illegal business syndicate through using any kind of shadowed internet circuit and medium at any country, that must be his Th○○l○nd settling days in which he was very influenced with citizens resistant activist whose ethic identify was half Ch○n○s○ and half minority ethnic As○○n identity one.
Consequently, as long as the one like Craig will survive social justice order, from the reality made necessarily on the earth, crime and unnecessarily dragged global blackened trading and arm dealers conspiratory human network won't be invalidated forevermore.    


In engaging myself in those very nasty almost expendable agent task commanded by U○A headquarters, my mind in spite of very momentarily in almost tiny impulse, some strange admirable emotion and own twisted sympathy to Craig was incidentally composed at my own subconscious mind even I could not so easily control by myself, in unidentified idea and impulse, to go against that idea, I could not help but desperately resisting those own dangerous ideas, for erasing the minded myself, I tried to make an effort to engaging myself in following U○A headquarters intention so faithfully through anyway trying to deal with each precise task which was commanded by Z so directly with his each mission order through mutual terminal, and those my those days realities by themselves made me some calmly composed mind and spiritually satble mentality so continuously, you know.


(Irregularly continued)



Feb. 28th.   2024


❇️ Our own gimnagium rental reason was for one drama playing project actors playing disciplene as I was dramatist and director to all actors and actress in the term Sophia was participating in, but those days, we all were male ones unit.