In frank, the own gap between novel and poetry can be invalidated, that own formed masterpieces are my own desirable future appearance.

There must be what only the time we intentionally try to write can make us output as some unique idea so certainly.

After all, only in writing, we can have some very unique idea which won't be made the time to do other thing except writing.

Nevertheless, after all, not intentionally posturing time to us as no desirably facing time to anything is the most precious, and the almost empty time, or almost absent minded time are fathers for outputting actuated minded idea and action taking moment.

Thus, fundamentally, writing thing can be positioned as time to nurture future wishfully hoping mind arranging occasion. 

In other words, only for picturing our own future, writing thing signifies our own mind as well.

Probably, no other desirable mind and action will move any othe one who reads the sentences. In those interpretable minds, novel thing, poetry thing, essay, or paper formed everything can be made and appreciated by anybody. 

After all, because to us, only future will be coming and hopefully anticipated and pictured.

Nevertheless, around any future, any kind of unease and own anxiously pictured strange idea can be made on my own mind, the thing won't be erased nor diffused. 

And only the thing kind of Heideggaer must have attended at least at his writing period of "Being and Time( Zein unt Zeit )". And as well around me, the own not diffused own idea can promote me to write something, and at least to me, only the unidentified soul is seen so precious around keeping so serially to future, the idea can be done on my mind.

Writing thing must be some seeking travel for truth abiding our own life regard questioning, specifically around what we are forced to trust and believe, but sinultaneoudly skeptically seen on my own mind.

Otherwise, the questioning road in writing and thinking could have no obvious destination, nor clarified goal at least in my own lifetime, and that will mean my doing thing will give no clear goal nor smart persecution in it lifetime, but even if those will be prepared for me, it's none of my business, the typed own egoistic detached mind and idea by themselves will sustain my own motivation around keeping recording my own idea, also this moment on.

(Irregularly continued)

Apr. 9th.     2024