These days society substantially are managed by socially interlocked reality by itself, though the reality's own move and wave must be the one indication in which any individual citizen is obliged to be systematized. Thus fundamentally we are never free substantially even at one second in a day. Because for maintaining these days social infrastructure systematized reality by itself which should need help with our own advocating mind to control all convenient reality functioning and taking advantage of those convenience for making money m though we all are never easily be good one, though e.g. globally the most fame obtaining deva Ms. Billie Rilish sings like "All good girls go to hell" at her own the title song. 

In frank, inherently wicked theory abiding action awkward ones are never smartly surviving these days global realities. Because these days social reality switching speed is extraordinary faster and only the ones whose sensibility is easily riding on this speedy interlocked reality by itself in constantly heavily changed appearance could be so finite at least at obtaining condition for applying the victor, though necessarily, almost ones will lose seriously harsh survival battle and after all obliged to be not that successful ones. 

After all, these days our social reality by itself stingily and illnaturely needs us not to be good girl but very astutely vigilant "bad guy" and 'gal' could survive these days harsh realities.

From the beginning, in fact, we are surrounded by the environment around survival as we are never so ideally best nor even better around assimilating our own sense with any already established or regulated rule or so. Thus we try to improve our own unit form or personal sensibility, but constantly our own sensitive idea can come out in front line. 

After all, we will face mutual struggle to make our own sense made attached in already regulated rule or so, but personally, anothe idea is always smoldering so persistently. Thus in the end, we personally make up our own mind to ocvasionally fight against any mismatched idea, action, creed to any other contradictory idea holding one or so. 

We personally secretly conspire around how we individually evade any unnecessary criticism e.g. through smearing some decoy for justify us, the one is the best sacrifice to protect us, so individually. But any other one must have the identical idea with ours. 

Necessarily, we all are obliged to get us in own safety zone, but the whereabouts is never told to any other stranger and not that damiliae ones. Eventually, anyone must be selfish optional one in these days own busyness dominant new skill around new innovative ideas, tools, methods should be kept only for us, so usefully thus anytime we are obliged to step forward than any not that smarter one. Necessarily, we are never constantly better citizen to anybody, consequently we partially have alliance with satanic idea holding conservative ones mutually taking hand in hand.

(Irregularly continued)

Apr. 9th.   2024