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Escape Road Part15 Junchansan

Mat was thinking of his shooting sturdy police officer, coz his shooting part of his body was buttock and waist, then probably that officer would be obliged to resign his job and also disabled to walk in the future soon, not only but also more important potency, then he was good at shooting as ex-police officer and that gun technic was so superior, then he was intended to rape her, then his shooting will was so intentional to rob him of his it, then he thought that repetitiously he would remember that scene he shot him, but it was also his seeding matter, too. Mat concluded it, too.
When they embarked on the procured smuggler ship, that captain greeted Mat and Mrs. Elegance and he said to them,
“I was heard that Mrs., Superintendent was hitting you so, often, then that transporter asked me to introduce you so superior lawyer, especially Superintendent can be applied to family court, with domestic violence, it was suitable to be applied to divorce and also its violent actions of him must be sued also to criminal court, then I know so good lawyer we use when our smuggle business was in so difficulty with troubled matters connected with law, international it or national it, I always use him, and I wrote you the introduction card with letter content, here it is, I’ll hand over you two.”
He handed over to Mat and Mrs. Elegance, then Mat received it, and he said,
“Thank you very much, I have nothing to say a word of thanking you, now.”
And ship captain said to two,
“You should hide this ship’s hold, now I’ll take you there.”
He guided to the hold at the bottom of that ship with ladder state stair, they all went down there, and Mat and Mrs. Elegance told that ship captain and sit down on the hold’s corner laid small chair together.


Captain added to say that that lawyer was American, and commissioning to the US lawyer was more advantageous to them, coz her husband was so powerful status person then in their nation, they are so disadvantageous, he emphasized so to them.



Meanwhile, transporter got in his car and drove it to his work, going forward along the cliff side road, but after starting his driving, four cars tried to surround his car, disturbing his car of going forward, at the a little large spaced corner, and those car’s drivers and ones who got in these cars, all at once got their cars off and proceeded to transporter’s car, everyone with gripping their own pistols, and they threatened transporter to get out of his car, and in no way to flee from its situation, transporter got off his car, then all guys are surrounding him all corners and they took their hands all to transporter to be locked his arms in a full nelson and their boss behind sturdy guys without any action just witnessing all of his subordinate’s threatening action said to transporter,
“Where does your procuring smuggler ship intend to go?”
At that moment transporter tried to unloosen his bound left hand and took it into his pocket and took out his smartphone and flied it to the sea, coz it held so many evidence and information he should hide to any other persons, coz about Mat and Mrs. Elegance’s matter, and watching his action all, that boss shouted remained his two subordinate guys in the car and ordered them like next,
“Find his terminal out and took to me, soon!”
Two left guys without gripping transporter as soon as his boss’s saying, diving from the road hem to the sea, they are prepared to wear wet suites to easily swim, then they suddenly exercised his boss’s ordering matter.
To that boss, let’s call Terrorist boss Shocker, from this time on until the novel ends. They made transporter get in their car and left transporter’s car and took him away to some unknown place, their abduction was so speedy and professional to do everything, just for several second, not minutes, they were all professional abductors and that training skill, that transporter as soon as they surrounded him, be assured of, at his short glance, coz that abducted transporter was never just an amateur, neither.



In the smuggler ship, Mat was telling Mrs. Elegance,
“When we are going to arrive the Puerto-Rico’s San Juan’s hidden temporary port, let’s hurry up to that lawyer’s office or we should call him first and make an appointment with him, should we?”
He suggested it and next questioned her, then, Mrs. Elegance
“I’ll call him at the first time after arriving that port.”
Listening it Mat nodded to her.
And he made sure to this morning his shot was reported or not, and listening to the early morning news show on his smartphone for several moments and after no reported, he checked and said to Mrs. Elegance,
“This morning that outrageous police officer’s matter was never reported to the news, then I can infer that its thing must be hidden in police coz his intention was raping you or, that shot fact to be related to our thing, they are never taking or so, and you, what do you think of it, honey?”
Then, Mrs. Elegance replied his question,
“Possibly he was never found out by anybody, or he may had been dead after we are leaving that location, hadn’t he?”
Listening to her its saying, Mat,
“If he had been so, Bible says also the same meaning proverb that as a man sows, so shall he reap.”
He tried to evade his guilty to the conversation with her.



In Jeff’s residence, early morning news show he and his wife, and son and daughter watched, taking their breakfast together and they confirmed the news report that missing Superintendent’s wife’s investigation was shifted to all nation’s investigation coz all two days’ long no quite information was never sent to the central capital’s National Police Agency, but also news reporter told audiences of all nationalities that ransom was never be demanded by that abduction perpetrators yet, listening to its news, Jeff’s wife,
“Where is she now and who abducted her, really, that is all nationalities’ concern already since that news was reported for the first time a day before yesterday, how are you thinking of it, hey, Jeff?” saying so.
Her wife asked Jeff, necessarily his wife was never known that matter, coz that incident was about his closest pal, Mat, he kept his secret necessarily to his wife and family.
He vaguely replied to his wife,
“I have no idea of it, but as you said, that accident was so interesting to all of this nation’s nationalities, you know.”
That news show was the same Mat watched at his smartphone simultaneously at his escaping smuggler ship, and that news complemented the possibility to escape to abroad and that investigation cooperation was missioned to Cuba, Haiti, Dominican Republic and the US, either.



At capital city in Mat and Mrs. Elegance’s home nation, Lily was stationed to the joint investigation headquarters in Capital city and she was greeting to the team leader Tim who is self-defense soldier, and he said to Lily,
“Thank you very much in advance and please cooperate with us in this joint investigation to seek after missing Mrs. Superintendent, I’ll manage this headquarter this time, I was missioned by my boss in Self-Defense Force’s headquarters, I was listened to you that you are so supreme police officer from my boss.”
Tim was smiling for a second and she answered to his saying,
“It’s my honor to listen to the words from you, either, thank you very much in advance too.”
She was surely good officer in this nation, her shooting skill was so influences by ex-elder colleague Mat.
They discussed all about this time joint investigation with other two, one was male, another was female together, after introducing to each other.
And after ending session of this, they took a break, and each one took individual free relaxed posture and have a coffee or so on the table sitting on their own chair, and after sitting on that chair Tim stood up and go to watch the situation around that headquarters at this moment, his view accidentally could be assured of that Lily was watching her smartphone and its idol screen of her it, and that image of photo was the person who Tim checked at the checkpoint near the cliff top area, yesterday when he was stationed to the checkpoint from afternoon to the evening.
Tim was so astonished at a second, but he pretended to never so troubled and went away from his pals he managed, other subordinates are talking together, he tried to leave them and said to them,
“I’ll be back soon, until I’ll be back, please check today’s schedule so carefully again.”
Then all members with Lily, clearly responded together,
“Superiors, yes, sir!”


‘(to be continued)


(Dec. 26. 2018)

Intermission Poetry series the fifth / Don’t Make Yourself Eaten by Your Past!

For anyone, what can never be forgotten must be present.
However, no one can return to the own past.
Only it must be the absolute law in universe. 1
Forget all of your past, coz you could never change it.
Past always bursts into your mind.
Shadow of your past must invite your unconscious devil on you.
Forget your past even what you want nothing to forget.
Sometimes throw even your most precious memory out of trash can!
Put them all to nothing!
You! Just don’t make yourself eaten by your past!
Even every beautiful memory of you may have been an illusion.
So, people write poems only for forgetting all to be written, with writing each moment’s matter.
Each moment has each signification.
Thus, each moment must never be capable to impose nor compel any other moment to be changed by other moment’s own circumstance.
Unity to personality must be a thing, people expediently had set for blocking any dissociation caused from each moment’s independence. 2
Each moment’s independence seduces us to have some idea which makes us think that we could return to the past.
But, it’s absolute illusion.
Then, we must believe in our own capability and hidden things to be released.
In other words, if we persist only in the past glory, it means that we don’t believe our true capability nor potentiality.
Thus, any convention, habitual idea, or accustomed everything should be revised in a way of regarding them all as ones to be differentiated truly rudimentary essentiality.
In this trial, fist, we can say we are all so great capability and infinite potentiality.
Believe in only your true potentiality and capacity!
Don’t be deluded by anything making you astray to the past illusion.
Only what you believe in your feasible everything is the genuine value for you!
You are the absolute fair chooser, just only at the moment you can believe only in your possibility as the absolute for now you.
Its possibility must be found only by your believing only in future and absolute possibility along each moment’s particular capacity and potentiality only it has, all you have to do is just only it.
You are always universally possibility as the one direction time traveler.
(titled at Dec. 11, until 1 written at 14, until 2 written at 11, after all sentences, written at 14. 2018)


(upped at Dec. 15. 2018 at examplewordpresscom1616)

Escape Road Part14 Junchansan


Mat welcomes second morning with Mrs. Elegance, this morning was so earlier than yesterday’s it, coz they had to embark their picking ship to abroad, he thought that their first destination was set to Puerto-Rico, but ultimately his idea was going to the US with Mrs. Elegance, but in his brain, memory around Lily was never so small, far enough from it, his almost beautiful memory of his life was for a long period filled with being with Lily, and he remembered that he slept soon after he loved Mrs. Elegance and she did also to him and he did never reply any message to Lily’s male, then he tried to send his words to her apologizing with excuse that he was so tired then even he watched her male, but he soon was sleepy and slept so much, yesterday’s job was so harder than usual, he touched and outputted his message and sent it to Lily.
He wondered if she was already awoken up or so. But he was accompanied with Mrs. Elegance. And he remembered her yesterday’s first his missionary position but in conclusion, she strode his body and by herself she moved her waits and buttocks up and down and by herself she guided her acme, then a day before yesterday’s middle finger string up with her honey jar was absent, then yesterday’s intercourse was only for Mrs. Elegance’s subjective inquiring to her acme, but his masturbation after happily getting acme, she slept so much, and at that moment he tried to rub his erecting penis and tried to get second acme after intercourse with her, only in watching sweet’s sleeping face, that was so nice, watching and imagining her inner body wrapping his erecting penis was so exciting in front of beloved one, her scent was so strong next to him, beloved one slept in peacefully without any burden to outside, this was the just chivalry to woman, but he must abandon original lover Lily from these just only two days on. But despite of that so emergent situation, as crisis for two, Mat didn’t get the mind to abandon Lily, his mind was never giving up her presence either, despite of that that his attitude was so optimistically strange, in other words he was never in just reason to consider everything, rather he was completely in savage inquiring mind, he was an adventurer of risky runaway with her, Mrs. Elegance, and he thought also that their travel must expire in happy conclusion. Even that optimistic future prospect, at this evidence his penis was erecting again also coz of early morning, remembering everything about the matter with Mrs. Elegance always spurred him erect his penis again, but with his remembering yesterday’s evening time so amorous joyful time with Mrs. Elegance was also cheering up his spirit to tide over everything assaulting everything in front of them.


Mrs. Elegance was absent from Mat’s car, coz she tried to excrete, until yesterday’s evening, she and he used the bathrooms with gas station or so on the road, but that area had completely absence of any toilets facilities then they by themselves sought after suitable unseen place to excrete and had nothing but doing so at there.
She getting up in early morning, though she’s already accustomed with doing so for a long time ago, coz her husband’ coming home and doing domestic violence, she had never slept so easily for a long time of her life days recently, and today she found the best place to do so with a small cave shadow of cliff top’s dent place and she did so, but in dense woods and so many gnats, or leeches and she was bitten with her legs and arms by them, then she tried to brush them away there, but that place was so darker never easily to watch everything, she decided to seek after another place to brush them out from her body, then she directed her to the cliff top with a view of ocean with deep trench and current, and she arrived there with flat field never so widened but not so narrow, neutral width, and she tried to get them away from her body, at this moment, near the exit of this flat field to the path into the national highway, she found the skeptical expression police officer standing beside the path entrance as exit of flat field and a little with smiling face and watching Mrs. Elegance’s appearance and said next,
“What hell are you doing now, this early morning here, so empty place, nobody is apt to be contacting?”
He suddenly watched his accompanying smartphone with its visually distributed profile phots of wanted missing Superintendent’s wife, and confirmed that its indicated object was in front of him, and said,
“Aren’t you Mrs. Superintendent? What the purpose of you staying here?”
He doubtfully asked her, then she tried to be composed really so confused to meet that kind of police officer’s asking, but said to him, so desperately making herself calm,
“I got astray from the route, when I was climbing a lower mountain, I have no memory, I am never identified with anyone, who am I? Mrs. Superintendent?”
She quickly had an idea to pretend amnesia, if she was assured of on the runaway from violent husband by its officer, that one’s action of next moment, she had any guarantee to make herself safe, that guy was seen so brutal, he put on his sunglass and she was never able to look at his pupils, but only that atmosphere was seen to her.
He smiled to her, and he possibly was assured of that she had no normal reason and he whimsically moved toward her standing position, perhaps she was so beautiful he had malicious emotion to rape her,
“You are also adult person, you know my position to look for you as missing wife of Superintendent, but you are probably in immoral relation to the other man or so, where is your lover?”
That sunglass police officer bluntly asked her so, and contacting nearer to her and took her hand and took it into his underbody center point and,
“Are you really knowing my hope, coz you are so mature beautiful woman, then suck my cock now, if you do so, and make me insert you so easy, I’ll take you to the safe place to you.”
She knew that with his saying, her husband was only targeting her in an object to vanish her only with formal public investigation to her, but for hiding any collapse and brave or dirty illegal act for keeping cozy relation to drag smuggling syndicate, he must had ordered his familiar officers to arrest her and wipe out her, everything was his intrigue, and this officer was known well in the police different from other just looking for her as missing wife, next moment, he tried to attack her and tried to take her dress off, she at the moment shouted so loudly,
“Please help me, come on Mat, hey, only you are the knight to me!”


Mat watching ascertaining his destination once they visited to confirm, with his smartphone for embarking the transporter’s procuring ship with cargo containing the illegal drags for smuggling, but at that time, he was heard Mrs. Elegance’s screaming voice over there, then he rapidly moved out from his car and went to back of his car and took his gun from prepared place and holding it, run to the place she stayed, arriving there, he looked at the scene, with a sturdy bodily police officer trying to covering her, and he knew that man’s intention and he shot twice his gun to targeted that sturdy police officer’s left buttock and right leg nearer to his standing position, then his pants was suddenly blotted with red blood all over his pants,
He screamed so much with his pain, then suddenly Mrs. Elegance tried to overturn the big officer’s body with painful screaming,
“Hurry up, this place was already never safe, any other officers must come here, then let’s go for driving to the indicated port!”
Mrs. Elegance nodded and followed his guide and two got on his car and Mat drove the car to the appointed whereabout to embark.
He thought that yesterday, at the checkpoint to look for her as public investigation, they all went through with everything for succeeding their runaway, but at this last moment before embarking ship, the most unwelcome incident contingently occurred, he clicked his tongue,
“Is he dead?”
She asked Mat about the shot officer, then Mat replying her question,
“Never dead, but he may have been disabled to walk from now on.”
He said so, so coolly.


Soon they arrived the whereabout once they visited the place to all at of their rescuing smuggling ship, and soon her ex-paramour drag transporter and had his greeting to them.
“Long time no see, Mrs. Superintendent.”
He said and watched his clock and he said to them,
“For a minute ago, I contacted ship captain to Puerto-Rico, soon he will call at here.”
She gazed at the drag transporter’s profile and sighed for a second, she remembered the matter with his husband and this drag dealer’s subordinate who helped her chastity belt constraint situation and have some relationship to her, but she thought that he also was never so safe, coz his husband knew the relation of his wife and this guy, then he must revenge all about his dishonorable matter and try to vanish all this his notorious fame, then he must sweep all disadvantageous things away, then he must try to vanish her and his, transporter’s life either.
Mat at the first time met her ex-paramour as drag transporter, he was seen so wise, but he was also the gangster of syndicate, he imagined his younger age matter, he might had been spending so complexed life and entered into syndicate, but all matters are never so important than their runway from this nation, for Mat and Mrs. Elegance, and he shot once the other person connected with her love’s missing event investigation in public, then that matter soon would current to all around this nation, but fortunately, soon their picking ship arrive there.


Soon, transporter said,
“There ship to embark on for you, coming!”
Mat and Mrs. Elegance was looking at each other, they twice lived each other, but at this so dangerous situation, the body relation with a couple man and woman is apt to be zealous to be in ecstasy more than ordinary days of them, rather thrilling situation urged them to love in inescapable travel in hell like adventurous meetings and sufferings they realized.
Transporter had a greeting to ship captain went out from the cockpit and he confirmed his pal transporter whether the persons to embark on was surely them and he got transporter’s acknowledgment to identify them and made two with Mat and Mrs. Elegance embark on his ship and they navigated to the unexpected future prospective travel together, they looked at the temporary port side narrow stone laid beach with deep sea with blue-greened color and left ex-paramour drag transporter’s appearance, he saw them off until they were unseen.
Mat and Mrs. Elegance was guided to the hold’s one corner never so easily discovered by trespassers and they held each body and kissed together, and that drag transporter was truly credible to them, despite of that Jeff had a strong doubtful emotion, they thought so and at this point they regained their peaceful mind.
(to be continued)


(Dec. 24. 2018)