Very focusing on one thing is process shared with anybody in being interested in so diverse ideas.

However, anything must never had been so remembered as wonderful.
What could be thought as so good would never be looked back anytime with the same valued to our selves after a long interval of time.

Very impressive memorized thing would also be forgotten at some day in our future, so often.

Very lazily done work neglected by our own unfavor would also be evaluated so better to us, after long time interval.

There’s also the work needing precise setting with meaning but simultaneously in meaning itself with shifting, previously seen so exact matters would be invalidated with changing the meaning into be so ambiguous, on the contrary, only seen so meaningless matters would survive as the meant thing to all of us, utterly time itself is seen ridiculing us as the preceding something.

Even in morning of us with very bad bodily conditioned moments has us stopped to start our own mission, if we start to do something, bit by bit, we can do good job than any other good conditioned day, with it, there’s the case we could spend the day so pleasantly recovering own better condition than we have usually.

If we make time stand up for us, nothing would be effective than it, but we anytime can meet its chance so skilflly, but at the same time, if we do everything so well, we anybody would be anxious either.

What the hell is being alive, surving our days? If we asked God, necessarily any answer must never be offered by Him.

Even everything we deal with and dispose, unimaginably nasty problem to handle pops up to us, next to next, despite of it, even we are lazily doing everything, even so the best result popping up to us, we sometime meet by chance.

At the matter of fact, we are anybody experiencing that even if we catch all with the wholeness, that wholeness itself must run away from our intention on our mind.
Thus, everlasting immovable value or wholeness must be illusion anyway.

However, if we see so, we cannot help but trying to grasp wholeness, we can predict that all those phenomena must be everlasting, but its unpredictableness itself is the thing if we are enjoyable staying a spot, it’d only temporary, anything about it must be forgotten to anyone, that matter is feasible.

Thus, we have no choice to survive with so uncotorolable matters towrd the world, but eventually anybody suyddenly meet even the chance to have an emotional feeling it’d better to be dead than being alive, in our lifetime so sometimes.

Then we cannot help but scheduling toward our future, also we could be anxious never be in so precised schedule so well, but we also confront the scene only with lazy doings, but with the best result.

What the hell is the schedule?
What the hell is the value?
What the hell is the wholeness?

What can be thought as understood to me was gradually seen only conceit we have on own mind.

Time, field, space, world, wholeness, God or anything, so only unknown things are present, but after all we must think everything so carefully, but even if we think so, anything would never be under control, we had better hqve a feeling, if we can be so, anything must be so cleared, we had better just do starting walk and just stepping so, trying to think nothing and feeling, then sometimes we can be so well to do everything, than we could imagine, but it would never be constant neither.

Travell only with life unknown things only fill with along the time passing.
But it must be the absolute truth that either you would never escape from it even a second, even it would be so bored or contrary of it, so enjoyable anytime.

Coz no matter what we can be so enjoyable, everything in our future sometimes we could be fell by our unpredictable revenge from something our lazy doings have done afterward.

Then there’s a chance to make us think we must be tidy, but anytime we must never be so, neither, and we can regard intending so meant things only as so great, but even if we lean on only meaning, anything must never be so effective to output good result so constantly, otherwise, we can see that any sure and exact matters are easily so changing and doing itself, at each moment, but at the same time, everything must never be changed so much neither, at the matter of fact, never each, only it would be the truth, we can imagine so but with tiny trust.

But simultaneously neural or so, these are never so surely right to its example, probably we must be reached by any other something, we can feel so too.

Yes, so surely time must advocate you, but it would never be constant.
But it’s so precise truth, time, we can never free from it, anybody would probably mett the ceased time by chance, and but it would never be so long felt at the future when we remember.

And after all we can conclude that that kind of so uncontrollable things must be chances we’d given the need to thank something in no reason, so passionately, or to say, something excpt the time itself, we can rely on either, around the things we can be sure, something must be present and we can assure it so well.

Yes, we are never be able to run away from time itself but time also can advocate you too, but it’s never so constant, but just coz of it, we are so enjoyable in our lifetime, and it is the life of us, we cannot help but discovering the meaning of our life, so surely.

Meaning, value, wholeness, of course only those are never only important things to us.
But probably the most valuable matters are each different dependent on each personality, thus only what we must never be able to exact meaning, value or wholeness never be exchanged to another must be surviving to us, all we have to do is only doing so, making them all so precious.

Yes, at this rate, life is the thing anybody must never be bach to the past, but just therefore it must be so beautiful, and we can express all about it so surely, hey there you, what do you think of it, you can think so too, can’t you?

(Feb. 4th. 2019)