Probably we all know that we have an absolute mind disposition to be at pendlum from right to left, or fell at the mind state between believing in somewhat or not doing in it, in other words, we all have in mind that mutually contradictory and contrary ideas synchronically, and to it, we have very annoyed emotion, and either we want to delete one for making another alive, but eventually we could never solve all these contradictory our mind's very immovable heterogenic and ambivalent idea holding nature.

However, generally almost readers of novels, poetries are having one chose or rigorously selected one focused, or alternatively decided favor, then all of them could never be touched by completely not favorable masterpiece simultaneously. 

However, if I want to be just honest as being creator of sentences, I would be obliged to judge that I should be sincere to being myself who can be moved by very contrary reverse values or view to world, simultaneously. 
In other words, I can admit the truth to myself that I either have or there is myself who has anytime mutually completely contrary and cotradictory different ideas at the same time, constantly, very mutually another enchanting things simultanrsoyusly attract me, e.g. US Rap, Hip-hop music scenes, and also Brazilian Roda de Samba, Capoeira, and Bile Funk's them.
To some extent, former ones have a stance of resisting all systematic intellect but exactly in so sophisticated rhythmic operation and resistant intelectuality both at white and black musicians and singers with dancers. However, latter ones have for the first time only pushing all emotionally motivated soul ahead of making music expression. But at the same time, they certainly intend to guide us leniently to logos or any kind of reasonable climax at feeling somewhat at listening to music, they exactly have nostalgy to 20century, but US pops and Rock scenes show us just progressive, but very another only classical songs in role playing mutually. 

Eventually mutual socially necessary elements have very different tendency, US music, songs are intended to perticipation in capitalistic mission to be top leader of global community at commercialism and media trend maker, but Blazilian them are intended to be attached and being affectionate to locarity and cultural each municipality's feature and distinctive character.
Eventually English's position at global economic and polotical community and Brazilian Portuguese's them are in very remarkable distance and featured gap mutually. 

English to some extent intends to be universally versatile for every global citizen, and it could be positioned by itself as leading and guiding language to all world citizens. However, Portuguese intends to guide all global people to be at nostalgic but what we can never get back nor return to, that feeling and emotion, and feeling and having nostalgy is not bad thing, that idea must be present at Brazilian music and Portuguese and Portugal either.
However, very progressive music scenes with Pops, Hip-Hop, and Rap music and songs scene, we can admit the presence of stance and attitude to wipe out all past legacy consistently, that character must be caused from and originate in capitalism's top leader country's consciousness.

But, to me, these very mutually different dispositional trend and current either I can interpret must never be solved by me and really in world, and also I can have a view around to be one writer as creator, we should provide very mutually contradictory favorable literature for both fans simultaneously, because we all have these very contradictory paradixical co-existence together, in other words, US musicians and their fans have absolutely interest and curiosity to all Blazilian music and songs, and also Brazilian misicians and their fans have the same feeling to US them. Necessarily that factual truth could be found at Mexico and US, Blazil and Mexico, synchronically. And that thing is very fun and amazing for all people, citizens in world.
(to be continued)

(Oct. 10th. 2020)